Monday, March 29, 2010
knowing that i'm not the only one struggling with the text makes me feel so much better. i know, i know, that sounds selfish. will not bother justifying.
i guess cadbury's running full steam. it's the first in a long while since that distinctive waft of chocolate "sensationalised" my nose hairs. reminds me of when i first moved in, and all other emotions attached to it. i hated the smell then. especially when i went for runs, the smell was vomit-inducing. yet as with so many other things, familiarity breeds comfort.
i understand now, why you say it's better this way. it's better being in the know, and altering your position such that you're cfm fully-equipped, running towards the right end point. Just like how you pack gels + prepare extra shoe when you take on ultra-marathons (like how runners who did the 218(?)km marathon the past 2 days had cars carrying their barang trailing them). but nothing will remove the source of the pain. having the proper equipment only soothes it. none of these "generators" no more. i desperately wanna live something real for a change. anything less, would be an insult to the years ive invested.
Love, hear my plea, rescue me, bring your peace
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