Saturday, December 31, 2005
YEAH! its e time of e yr again......i stayed up till minight ytd....chatting wiv jo..ida..hazel... n i was super super high as e time drew closer till my clock showed 00.00 .... den even hrs after i logged out.. i was still hapi! finally man... juz 1 more yr to nc16 movies hahahakz....15... damn nice number..anw i couldnt slp... it was 3 hrs b4 i finally cld hahax..
..tts how i felt at midnight.. but..now..like every other bdays of mine... im terribly terribly BORED... shit man totally nth to do! to top it all off..its raining-_-" perfect
cant wait till sch reopens... this holi was really bad.. den when i go back to sch in 3 days..i shall freeze time..capture e mmt when im laughing tgt wiv ALLLLLLL of muh beloved frens.... den i'll make time go backwards... n savour e mmt where all my seniors were still there to guide, support n laugh together wiv me
yup..tt wld be e perfect bday present for me..(=
n i waited for the right composition
where e setting sun protracted rays all over the bridge
n i closed my shutter
freezing time
feeling my power
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Friday, December 30, 2005
today was weird! went bugis wiv fen ys n sindhu..fang was sick so din come...get well soon babe! so ans.. i tot today was juz like any other day..juz go c c oni..din bring alot $$.. den ys keep asking me buy stuff...but no $$ mah..muz save..if not i'll go damn broke.. so wateva stuff tts nice i resist man... NO
in e end found out dey wanna buy 4 me..bday prezzie..haha so touched(= ya lah but walk whole day oso nvr buy ath coz i keep NO... lolz... erm..ppl..nxt time..dun bring me along when u wanna buy me stuff.... its NO all e way hahakz sory 4 making u guys walk lolzlolzlolz but e time u guys spent wiv me is sumwat enuf 4 me le hehz
went make ic oso..dey acc me .. so fun! -_-" high tech.....use CASHCARD pay... i find it sumwat farni...got CASH dun wan..wan cash card.. i mean come on..cash LOOKS nicer..FEELS nicer.. IS nicer than some numbers in a CaRd right? hahakz
huijia n her bro gave me prezzies too.. so hapi mwahakz
counting down.....5 hrs till im 15!!! more precisely its 16hrs41min....
-waiting-
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
ahh... damn bad luck this yr... of all times i hadta fall sick today! irritating lor! made so many plans to go all out n enjoy e last of e holidays..den sick-_-" party pooper man! haizhaizhaiz.. kkz anw..christmas this yr was damn busy 24th
went swimming at safra wiv family.. amberly was sooooo damn high! even tho she cant swim..haha. she was juz laughing like a maniac e moment she touched e water
-->25th<--
woke at 730..supposed to wake at 7.. grandma getting baptised so muz go c..so blardy far! at tampines...makan breakfast...damn full man! so much beehoon n guotiao n eggs n fishcakes ..omg come to think of it..so oily! kk anw.. gil dey all oso come c.. n all us cuzzins were totally mystified by e intense hokkien e pastor was gg on abt.. even worship was in hokkien!wth!
aft tt..went punggol plaza makan wiv "dua peh".. tts big uncle(direct translation) ..n his family.. jefferey got called AGAIN to e army..aahahahkz poor thing christmas still havta go back..e whole yr i only saw him once..
went their hse aft tt.. watched passion of e christ..omg.. so nice..u cry at e cruelty.. u rmb e gdness..great movie 4 xmas.. went geylang aft tt.. "AHEM AHEM" its for e fd..aint 4 ath else..ate frog legs.. tho it sounds gross..but dey werent tt bad haha..went home...celestia n clarence came wahahakz.. been thinking abt dem e whole day! dey came in e afternoon n had been bored to death wiv my sis hehkz..but it was too late to do ath tt day when i reached home..except watch tv haha..n take loads of picsCSI..LA AND MIAMi... damn nice..den watched e vampire show...i was totally clueless abt it..watch watch watch till 1am.. slept at 2+ i think..we were laughing so much..clar kept farting! den dey were constantly swopping slping places..we had nose prob n used up a whole box of tissue in a night.. clar puked at 5am..celest did 100 situps.. finally we woke at 10
26thopened our presents!!altogether..we received loads of choc tis yr..wahakz watched NARNIA! another great movie 4 xmas..wahakz nice.. wiv my sisters..tis time amber puked..no idea y..den go playgrnd play.. yesh we're childish..2kids n 3teens at e playgrnd-_-"played monopoly at home..clar had more than $200 000 n obviously won..amabel kept getting cheated..finally dey went home... (clar farted mani times tt day too)today
blardy throat hurt like hell..guess i wun b gg trg tml by e lks of it.. im predicting a fever by tonight.. i can "FEEL" it unoe haha..anw i cant even breathe properly run wat?
*note to self*
cut down on e chocs n junk fd n drinks nxt yr or risk celebrating ur last wk of e holi at home worrying abt untouched hmwrk when u can b out playing n totally 4getting vrything=)
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! ENJOY!
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
1stly... guess everything's bac to normal! wahahhakz.. kkkz
went library wiv sindhu today.. we crapped so much im so scared tml nth left to crap liao..den we sat at kfc..started looking at ppl passing by below us..n sindhu said she felt tall-_-" hehekz sindhu! i felt tallER hahakz
hmm....3 malay dudes ripped us of $2 each.. tts a big discount considering e original intention of $10!!!imagine wat u cld do wiv $10!wat with XMAS coming! idiots.. blardy flirts..tis guy started saying hi in tis totally weird way acting slick n sexy..din even bother persuading us to donate.. in my mind i was totally horrified! "hus tis blardy gay?!" yea... so sindhu shook his hand.. i juz stared n totally 4got it was rude haha...bo bian.. dun dare touch such a flirt! seriously..he was acting like sum kindda pimp
if dey din use those cute baby photos i wldhav juz done wat i did at orchard e other time.." sorri we're bz" n start dragging sindhu outta tt darn plce. ew!
my whole freaking body is aching like nobody's business..i cant even walk properly! haizhaiz.. if tis goes on..gotta miss tml's trg le.. how to do intervals when i cant even walk!
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Monday, December 19, 2005
today started unexpectedly..met e blardy chi ko peh at e bus stop wiv his stinking newsppr AGAIn.. went sch..very lil ppl came 4 trg.. i expected not to talk to ani1.. coz no 1 to talk to.. den zhengling came..
she made me laugh like siao man... her..her bro..her transversite n beauty paegent stories..simply lol..thx gal
den dere were e ncc ppl..trg wiv deir FAKE guns.. keegan n py kept making their juniors aim deir guns at me.. stupid lor
50 min... started wiv e usual ppl....after awhile got sian...so i ran off.. i dunno.. juz feels diff now..when i look at dem. running alone rox... it aint tt bad really..u think better.. n helps u destress..
ys called an hr ago... ah..fen fang told her abt it..dey exaggerated
blardy track bbq postponed AGAIn till nxt jan
cut my blardy finger on a blardy penknife AGAIN
y e hell does history keep repeating itself
to ppl out there hu read my blog... im sory if i made u worry abt my probs... sim ying..dun worry ok?shu fen...thx 4 ur hugs=)
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
had a really long talk wiv simin n jo last nite... 8 mths of stuff juz got retold in a night..buay tahan..cry.. sortta useless. crying onli eases e pain for awhile.. everything came back today.
really really confused.. 1 part of me dun believe all dey told me..1 part of me is juz shocked.. so basically i cant think straight rite now ..
i dun hate dem.. i dunno y.. i only hate myself.. i hate not noeing ath when every1 noes stuff.. plus..this is sumhow connected to me y shldnt i hav e right to noe? so 8 mths juz like tt..oblivious to all this shit.i hate myself for being so stupid n humiliated... bet e whole team is laughing behind our backs abt how pathetic we are at running eh..go on mock e A girls..cant believe dem..we're supposed to b a team..
but it all makes sense now... shikin was taunting me abt e Agirls when i arrived at sch ytd..i took tt lightly..den there was fanli n krystal.."eh scalli end up cannot finish e run wiv amanda".. argh y was i so stupid! bloody angry..wat a fool ive been.. look i cant help having injuries all right?
i admit we slack..but tts no excuse to do or say all those behind our backs rite? im shocked..fanli krystal.. i tot dey were frens! i cldnt believe my ears when i heard..
den simin told me..dey've been talking abt us for quite a while now.. in chinese thinking ida n sha dun understand..right behind dem. im juz shocked....tts all im feeling right now.. no hate..shocked.. throw in humiliated n stupid
den her..wat every1 said abt her juz dun make sense.. how cld she b tt person dey said? 8 mths.. n no 1 told me ath till now wth? i tot she was a really really great fren..how cld she hurt mi liddat..shes not e person dey described at all! i din start abt her tho.. i was only unhappy wiv e b gals.. din talk to AnIBODY during trg..i was non-existant.
we were talking abt sentosa..den suddenly she popped up in e convo...n i heard stuff i nvr believed she was capable of doing..i dinno tts how dey felt abt her..like i said, no 1 told me..mayb its all a lie.. i dun wanna let go of tis friendship..it was built on trust.. i wanna believe she din do all those...i wanna hear HEr side of e story n decide..but i dunno wat to believe rite now im juz so confused
this has gotta b a great big joke rite? sum1 jump out n say APRIL FOOL pls.. i nd 1 wk..clear my dumb head..get a hold on myself n start thinking properly..
wat wld happen on monday?
have u fallen in a blackholetumbling as a universe of missing stuffwat happened to e gd timeswat happened to e moments whre we had so much
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Friday, December 16, 2005
i hate.being.looked.dwn.upon.
is a lil respect tt hard to giv?
today's trg... ew man... so mani stuff happened..
1) bloody chi ko peh at e bustop tis morning..freaked me out! look look look..siao
2)she told her fren she might not b able to finish.. den will end up like me. seriously ouch. it aint my fault ive got injuries ok u think i want it?
3)to i-tot-u-were-a-fren....YEA! tts e thing! i THOUGHT u were a fren!my fren..our fren.. den u turn liddis.. i got nth to say
4)ran alone. so i dun hav to hear ath more. so i'll b less pressurized. so u guys wun think tt lowly of mi. so i can have peace n destress
5)i felt totally like pris n e feeling sux
well.. at least sum gd things still happened..
ytd..
1)in a great conspiracy to trick jo wiv jim...found out tt shes a great fren =)
2)met shir today at popular...she made me laugh. thx shir
yup..tt concludes my great day yay
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
watched king kong aft trg today..... tt show i simply.gory....!!!!!!!!!!!!! e ppl there..look exactly like pontianaks man! omg total savages!! ew ew ew..kindda sad oso..amazingly i din cry! weird tho..i cry 4 harry potter..but nvr cry when king kong mati...-_-" kayz basically crapping here... total boredom over here.. 1 whole wk nvr blog coz ive been saving till i hav sumthg worthy of blogging...so dumb sia! my life..is simply simple
And this is my beautiful life The only thing certain is everything changes As hard as it get's I know it's still is amazing To be alive
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Monday, December 05, 2005
nth much today......ran arnd.. missed jo.....ran 50 min....to admiralty mrt n bac... e 3 sec 1s hu followed not bad..juz tt 1 of dem looked rather pissed haha..she say we run too fast..weird..coz she cld still keep up..i dun c e prob!
den went chong pang makan... chicken rice for all of us..except ida.. i was e onli 1 laughing most of e time..cant tahan lah...c deir face so funi..
walk walk walk wiv dem...misadventure at e dumb cp toilet....got me so pissed... no toilet ppr! gotta buy outside...n e toilet ppr dey sell...is toilet ppr! not in packet.. juz toilet ppr! so budget sia! mi n sindhu went totally crazy at tt LOLZ...kkz tis post is total crap..
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
today..was simply crazy...went marina sq wiv ys fen fang sindhu.. laugh till can cry..yet oso damn suay...LOST MY EZ LINK! at bus stop den realise not there....panick! call sindhu...get her go yishun mrt...help me out wiv e DUMB $2.70 standard tickets..tt was daylight robbery! spent $4+ on travelling alone..sian!
walk walk walk..laugh laugh laugh...sindhu is cranked up in e brains man... seriously weird stuff comes out of her mouth.. like "sorry i din catch tt"........ den fen fang joins in... me n ys juz laugh like mad.. stomach pain coz of tt sia! cannot breathe lolz those foolish mortals
YEA 1ST DECEMBER!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!! countdown to X'MAS YEAH! hahahhahahakz so happi..i owayz get pysched up during dec... yesh yesh yesh yesh yesh
hmm...chatting wiv ida now... i tink shes afraid of my december craze lolZ!...be happy girl..at least im not reminding u e horrors of nov! dec rox.. loads of sales... trees.. presents under e x'mas tree...gosh it rhymes!
took a bus home frm suntec... great man! sightseeing..nvr gone home frm town on a bus b4... i felt like a tourist! hahakz high today
mayb we'll c sum snow ehh...
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