Tuesday, January 24, 2006
ha...knew it..im having an even worst wk now....arrrgggggggghhhhhhhh
to start e wk...i fell dwn during trg!..into wat? LONGKANG! wth man now got 1 super big bruise there....e size of ur palm (im soo not exaggerating)..n e swell is sooo damn obvious..n my classrm is on e 4th flr-_-" i cant even walk properly let alone climb.tml trg cannot go liao..cant concentrate on hmk coz of e pain..cny coming den liddat..tis is juz great man..great..
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Friday, January 20, 2006
alot happened..jo...cheer up girl! u have all of us supporting u man...smile! dun let those baseless rumours affect u in any way!
kk this wk....was super tiring..kept doing hmk till 11+..dump in trgs + poly open hses..shit man so stressed..n its only january! i havent been able to fully relax for even an hr except for today!den got so mani gd frens wiv probs...n i feel totally helpless when i c dem cry...i try to cheer dem up..but dey still looked so depressed aft e whole day..wth im sidetrekking again
today was our class fund-raising...not bad man.....sold EVERYTHING...damn pai seh coz ppl still wanted more hahakz..went home super tired..fell asleep n was omost late 4 trg
trg SUCKED TOTALLY!!! e no. of seniors there=less than 20..no. of juniors there= more than 30.. i was blardy pissed wiv those loons man! was supposed to bring sec1s to warm up..arnd sch 10 min..renee was supposed to help me man.. but in e end she told me to lead...n she disappeared! e sec 1 girls totally vanished, i was stuck wiv 20 over immature sec1 boys hu dun listen to e blardy instructions of a sec 4 senior hu is obviously much more familiar wiv e surroundings n where to or where not to run!
isit so hard to listen to me when i say to keep as e grp n not run arnd like theres a tsunami n ure escaping for ur lives?!?! isit so hard to listen when i say slow dwn for e slower 1s to catch up? isit STILL so hard to listen when i slammed my fist into e shutter of e stairs when some of u went up some when dwn? wth is so difficult! difficulty lvl 1!!! damn u all...now i noe y all e councillors tell me this batch is shit...total bullshit u guys cant even try to open up ur hears n act like total noe-it-alls
oyea n to this stupid guy at e lunchline...u can stop molesting ppl now man..we seriously dun nd tt kindda shit at AI..u think putting ur filthy arms on all e girls at e line is funni? i'll show u funni when i c u suspended/expelled!!
..ok so i had a bad wk...big deal..it'll b worse nxt wk...i noe it..all e bad juz builds up frm tis wk.. n its only jan can u believe it!
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
i finally saw ys fen fang AGAIN! mwahhakz okok put my temporary high away.. ytd was our track bbq...started wiv me being totally pissed coz SUM1 told me dey were coming at 630....but in e end dey arrived at 8++...leaving me totally alone!....k lah wasnt alone..went cp wiv lihua n peixi (her new hair made her look like a china doll!!!)... ate peanut paste...almond paste...sugarcane juice..yas...haha we're pigs..eating b4 a bbq
gek gek came back!!!! n her hair..was totally BOOM!...boom coz its totally curly hahahx..n she was like..experimenting wiv fen n fang's fringes...shes creative wiv hair man.. fen joined fencing! omgomgomg FeNcInG!!! fencing rawks!! if only AI had it..ever since i saw beatrix wiv her fencing gear in sec1! kkkz back to reality
fang was damn cute man..1st thing she said to me was "AMANDA!! I MISS UUUU!!!"..den she turned damn evil..she told me AJ damn boring... den she go ask me join! n i was like "u say boring u still wan me join.." n she"no lah coz u come den i wun b tt bored mah".. haix i missed dem too
ys? she was on e phone frm 1-5am wiv her AHEM AHEM... damn noisy ah..laugh laugh laugh..until e phone no batt..den she finally shuddup lolz
we went np mac..ate "supper"..we went haywire! singing sch song at e top of our voices..shouting..shoving.... playing toottoottrain on e road.. making passerbys stare..making 1 of dem ask if we were drunk.. making me laugh even more...making my voice go sore.. yas.. hahahaz found out i totally missed deir laughters n stupid jokes man!
went bac sch...shared our fd..coz not enuf..so we unravelled fish wrapped in AL foil..shredded chicken..mutilated hotdogs hahax...told loads of ghost stories..irsyad's were totally freaky man..but..somehow.. somehow i forgot all abt e stories when e rest were still freakin out on e way to e toilet-_-"fenfang din stay..so damn sad lor..e mmt dey left..we were totally sian lor! nth else left to do..so sad!
played bball for awhile...it converted to netball coz e girls were hopeless at dribbling... n we all found out tt guys r totally weird..dey go "F*CK" at everything when on e court!
slept at 5+..at e courtyard..right under e stars..tt was e 1st time i slept in open air! so damn nice..unobstructed views of e nightsky
woke at 7+..coz it was way too cold to sleep further..my legs were like ice! n we rushed to e toilet..which was much warmer n jm was asking y we din slp there instead-_-" found out renee lost her phone... e whole team was like.."wat happened??!!" n in e end...found out renee passed e phone to faz...stupid false alarm
went makan makan at mac again..damn hungry man...damn sleepy n cold oso..went home..my bed was super super comfortable man! slept for like...6 hrs! shiok man...wake up..do hmk..do do do until now still stuck at compo..haix shi bai
n tt concludes my amazing life..
i mean day
haha
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Monday, January 09, 2006
omg i seriously hate my classroom! i mean seriously.. issit sum kindda weird tradition where 4e1 & 2 get e worst classrms in e whole of ai?!!?! i mean..its dark..its so damn far frm toilet..e view like shyt..its isolated frm e other sec4s..its neither junior nor senior blk..n its so blardy noisy coz its so damn near e blardy junior blk!!its like jail man! lvl 4 summore...sian lor! last thurs when i was nursing an injured knee..e stairs was pure torture man! i was gg so slowly..a tortoise cldhav overtaken me! come on lahx..use e rms as detention classrms or sumthing..e atmosphere suits perfectly!
i hate being in sec 4! believe it or not..im like..STUDYING! 1st time in history im studying in jAnUaRy!!1st wk only summore...gosh im still in my bday mood lor! not to mention e totally weird absence of ys fen fang.. damn sad lor!
damn bz wk last wk...cca open hse..1 whole pile of hmk..$$$probs coz of clzfund..chinese stuff..ringfiles..track bbq... wah.....in a wk..i can declare myself bankrupt liao lor! not to mention...physics tys still havent buy..wah..die! den i was so pissed wiv marcus n vj..i simply cldnt understand y dey cant change plce wiv me or jo! its like...only a table apart! n deir frens are like...totally surrounding e area! its like come on man..e 1 table means much more to me than dem lor! den deres e qn of y we cant sit in pairs! i mean..its much easier tt way isnt it! I CAN STUDY BETTER TT WAY! u ask qns.. n it wun b so boring during lessons..right right!! argh
den oso damn pissed wiv loads of guys..stupid moronic guys! i mean..stop bullshitting abt me behind my back lor! dun treat me like sum kindda lame topic ok i really like being given R.E.S.P.E.C.T! got tis guy even better..talk abt me RIGHT IN FRNT of me! its like HELLO I CAN HEAR! n u dun even call my name properly..WTH!..i can go F all day man! stupid guys..sooner or ltr ure gonna make me turn into a feminist! i din even tell jo y i so pissed! bloody moronic ppl..now my blardy radio juz break dwn..ARGH!!!
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
yeah 1st day of sch..im FINALLY 15 man wahakz..sec 4..tis is e 1st time in my entire life i feel so old... n so many puny eyes frm lower sec staring.. hmm seems like dey've grown taller this yr..anw..got e same clzroom as all e prev 4e2s got...tt blardy dark place..neither junior nor senior blck..isolated frm e other sec 4s..so far frm toilet!..feels totally like jail man
...awful 1st day.. alone...blardy cowsellers go sell their grass again..pang seh me like last yr..wth lor!shit..same chem n physics cher..haizhaizhaiz wat a major disappointment..plus...lessons started! omg cant believe dem so cruel..1st day only rush until like no tml liddat..eyer scary lor...1st day liddat..wat abt e rez of e yr!!
sindhu acc me go make ezlink aft sch.. shit lor....run all over sun plaza...waited so long..argh..so fed up...felt so bad making her wait wiv me..so..today i learnt sumthg new.. many lose deir ezlinks at e beginning of e yr too...hear tt mum? im not e only 1 man...im considered normal! hahahahakz kkz abit siao liao....stupid 1st day..
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Monday, January 02, 2006
well... usually on e 1st day of sch..there's all e stupid checks on ur appearance..hmm.. but hu cares.. im still gonna wear ankle socks man.. my shirt? wth does e term TUCK IN mean?! omg im totally clueless! n erm...do my shoes still fit? if dey dun mayb i'll wear track shoes n say my imaginery dog ate it..ah..n theres all those hmk i was supposed to hav done..but after e hols when i was in sec 1. i realised those hmk were set 4 nth coz dey seriously dun giv a damn!
...in other words... i have done totally nth to prepare myself for sch..HA! n i really dun care man.. gosh... c wat 3 yrs of schooling does to u?! hahahahahahaahahahahaz... -_-"
read this person's blog.. ouch man..wat an insult but unoe wat? haha i dun havta c u tml aint tt great? hehkz
hmm gonna b alone tml n e rez of e wk again.. blardy counsillors.. alwayz pang seh me..n which better day than e 1st day of sch? eeeew i noe im gonna b sad tml man.. i can "FEeL" it
hmm... so i m blardy sarcastic today
i wonder y
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
ok..tis really stinks man... i only get to be 15 for a day in 2005! haiz haiz haiz... stayed up till midnight again ytd..countdown in 2e6'04 conv..sindhu ida n zl...n i got extremely emo man... reminiscing abt 2005... AND 2004.. haha really great memories.. but im rather upset abt e way i spent my time in 2005..guess its coz we all mugged real hard for e exams tt we sortta forgot to go all out n hav fun..well..we did hav fun..but not like we did in '04..plus.. us being so united even after we split classes juz brings us closer..even tho we had quite a few probs n all..
so..my ultimate new year's resolution-->dun waste time<--
muz cherish wat lil time i hav left wiv my friends b4 we all go our seperate ways at e end..n move on! not forgetting e big O coming soon..its freaky to noe tt time passes so fast...n u hav a major exam at e end of e yr!
..dun waste time... when i really stop to think abt it... e reason i wasted so much time this yr was coz i spent a large part trying to make up my mind..loads of decisions i hadta make...and a large part was coz of e daily after-sch routine of waiting 4 my frens-_-"
hmm i really struggled wiv my studies this yr too...n trying to get a hold of myself, overcoming e times when i was alone in clz coz e rest hadta do their counsillor duties..i cried more this yr than i hav ever cried in e prev 2 yrs put tgt! shucks...wat m i.. too emo for my own gd? hahas i dunno..so im gonna work reallllll hard this year=)
its all gonna change..& it will be for e better im sure of it.. sometimes i think it best to hav childlike faith. i trust that this yr, life would not let me fall too far bcoz im gonna b much more optimistic abt it..negative tots juz pull down ur wings to freedom
i can sum up life in 3 words..
it goes on
i believe... its gonna be a great year
we juz havta make that happen!
happy new year!!
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