Sunday, October 30, 2005
mum was super nice to me today..dunno y e sudden chge... took us to swenson's 4 lunch..made me go =O... din scold me at all today...so darn hapi...yea..my mood depends on my mum...so not supposed to b like tt..anw...
im soooo freakin bored man...holi lai liao but all of us r like juz waiting 4 sum1 to jio dem out to play.. yea its shiok to watch ppl mugging for Os....budden we got nth to do now..damn sian sia...went church tis morning...woke up late...my hair was in a mess n i was damn hungry.... so went to 7-11 n bought milkybar nuggets....so damn nice but made me hav stomach ache...guess im not a choc eating person in e morning...jaime n jenna were like..mugging super hard 4 deir chi exam tml..i juz sat n ate muh milkybar..ahahakz shiok! yea....living my live by shiokiness...
rite now i feel like i hav all e time in e world.....
if oni tts how i'd feel during exams..shit.....im bored! boredboredbored... blogging is so weird....im like..talking to myself how lame is tt? you yi zhen..= depression...so not man..im sane =D
and time yet 4 a hundred indecisions,
and for a hundred visions n revisions....-T.S. Elliot
u saying i shld revise now? ur nuts dude!
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
ok..tis post 1 day late..anw ytd..sad day...too short 4 me...coz din hav time to go round visiting my seniors..was helping shir out for 2nd half of e day..1st half taken up by concert...haiz... sad man...nxt yr sec 4 liao...wo bu yao! so sucky lor..i frm sec 1 say until now le..i dun wanna go sec 4... i c e seniors..so stress ..i oso scared..dey dun make time to play...dey stop trg in june..gdness sake n aft tt period dey nvr eva go out wiv u again.. i really dun wan..haiz..dey leaving le..so sad
dey're e oni batch whom i feel sad 4.. dey were e 1s hu guided me wen i 1st stepped into AI.. now dey're gone...shit man... making me emo='(
so darn pissed wiv SUM PPL last nite..1 i already dun like....wat he did last nite juz made me hate him even more.. e other 1..juz damn shocked he even did such a ting..morons...total turtle backsides s jim wld say.. wat kindda joke was tt man..not oni i angry wiv dem lor went to bed last nite hot n flaming coz of dem.. haiz so not worth it rite..yea..kena accused by fam for sMoKing n having bf ytd..stupid rite... me? smoke?!?!anw...so darn sad ytd lahx......
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Friday, October 28, 2005
so darn miserable today..kena pang seh by all e dumb sc.... come on man...2nd last day of sch oso cannot spare dem.. slping thruout e whole day....got fever... damn...so damn pissed..haiz.....damn sad lor
aft sch go home watch 2 anime borrowed frm yanni.. destress..."desadden".. freaking sis kept irritating me.. made a big fuss...quarrel again n again...quarrel wiv me den quarrel wiv youngest sis.. seriously nth better to do..so i flared up n juz pulled her to her rm..closed e dr n went back to muh anime...
den mum came home...n e drama begins AGAIN...... shit man... on n on she nags n scolds..insulting...staring..gimme dose super cold looks of hers.. seriously..m i adopted?! every single ting i do / say..she'll criticise... bias to tt idiot sis..all dis is juz making me hate dem both even more..she juz dun understand tt i hav feelings too....1 day i might juz walk out...hard to believe we're christians when so much is going on at home..hardly able to watch tv/eat dinner tgt as a family..slowly tearing apart...how much i envy jo's family...how much i juz wanna shut myself away but all i can hear is conflict everywhre i go... only place i find peace is at sch...but today juz sucked
-make it rite pls-
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