Tuesday, October 30, 2007

im so sorry i cant do ath to help you.
no 1 deserves that. definately not you.
all i do is juz observe n piece tgt what i think is happening in ur life.
i nvr talked much wiv u coz i dunno how much it would help u.
but i cant help u unless u take e 1st step to help urself.
i feel helpless. we all do.
what can we do?

ive found someone hu allows my troubles to melt like lemondrops. have you?

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Monday, October 29, 2007

muahahaakz china As are OVER!!!!
NEVER AGAIN WILL I HAVE TO TAKE ANOTHER CHINA PAPER!! WAHAHAHAHAHKZ!!!!!!
hopefully.. hees

nxt up.. OP on 2 nov..
unoe.. when im presenting sumthg, i'll b so nervous tt my voice shakes. SERIOUS!
:

to BLOSSOM:
THANK U FOR TELLING ME TO WATCH RESIDENT EVIL EXTINCTION AT www.watch-movies.net ...
THANK U BLOSSOM!!!!
because u told me that, yanni n i found + watched CASPER after many many hrs / days of searching. hohoho.
yes yes, my lips are sealed..
see... told u i was nice
:D

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

taken like....7 mths ago.

i just received it! ahaakz

oh look.saf's hair was short!

oh look! kitty's hair was longer! *GASPS*

yanni forced me to smile. EVVVIIILLLL!!!

c lah.. cannot c my eyes. but its ok!! for once, i cant c yanni's too! AHAHAkz

i actually came here with the intention of blogging abt something. SOMETHING leh!! budden WEI SHUN started chatting to me, n i forgot. hohoho so..blame him for a lame post, not me.

arhahakz no luhs kidding...

tt was a failed attempt to get back at him for posting abt e SEXIST thingy on his blog.

hmm i need to lengthen my op speech...

oh..guess who's 1 of my op assessors

................

G*NESH LEHS!!!!!!!!!

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.......

this spells doom.

it also means i gotta :

(1) pin up fringe

(2) buy LONG white socks

(3) wear sports shoes on tt day

(4) UNBUCKLE MY SKIRT so it falls BELOW my knees n covers it completely

(5) smile more at him... hmm or should i avoid his gaze? i meant stare?

ahhhsss op op op op op op op op op op op op... pw is redundant :*(

yea i gotta be a FATSOH. hoho

Faithful,

Available,

Teacheable,

Servant,

Obedient,

Hopeful.

.....

...........

yups inoe its gonna turn out e way its intended to be

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Sunday, October 21, 2007

no idea what's going on wiv her... nope no idea at all

we cannot fall, n leave it at that.
learning to face our failure is not important, but VITAL.

pd said this once,

spend less time worrying about who's right, but more on DOING what's right

is what you're doing considered right in the eyes of the one who really cares? issit pleasing to Him or issit like a sore thumb? coz that's what truly matters.

admit, confess, n u'll be forgiven. how else can u forgive urself?

THIS whole r/s with Him is not based on an emotional rollercoaster ride. if u noe it, then good! all e more it shouldnt be treated as one.

im not one who will sympathize easily when i feel that e other party's in e wrong in handling a who's-right-who's-not game.
i admit, im direct when it comes to matters like this. its hard, especially where e other party is those "eat soft dun eat hard" de..

say im cruel, say im not understanding enuf,
but WHATEVER.
the loss isnt mine.
juz to let u know, im thinking of u nevertheless. ure not hated

unoe what? im so sorry if u misinterpret the message im trying to convey here, but that's how i show my care

just so you know

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Friday, October 19, 2007

TADAAAA PICS FRM SENTOSA !!!!!!! comments are all meant to spite shelby juz coz shes spit-able n fun to bully. AHAHA

to shelby: i put my ugly pics up too. HEE

shelby. now even shorter coz her legs r buried. hoho

OH NO! WE SAW SHELBY!

jie xi is sooo not camera shy.haha

I TOOK THIS BEAUTIFUL PIC! wow.. God's creation ^^

guys go to sentosa to snooze. *shakes head*

OH LOOK! its a shelby-bird! *chanting : "shoot it down, shoot it down.."*

TEAMWORK

immature peeps

...AWWWW

bu shuang bu shuang

okayz

back to work

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

to 113, ESPECIALLY MY CHANG WEI

since we're all gonna be chionging OP on sat,

http://koinonia-cell.blogspot.com/

support arhs support arhs.. ah bee u oso arhs.. even tho ur eyes so small, u still can see e link de right.. ok set. SUPPORT ARHS!!!

to e fundraising commitee,

IVE GOT MY EYES ON SOME OF E GOODIES LE!!! HOHOHOHO nice:D

to HILAWEEEEEE,

we see eye to eye on e fbt issue. AHAHAHAKZ its awesome for sports :D

juz back to sch, n u can already feel e pressure AGAIN. yay so fun.. its like a rollercoaster ride arhahakz

2 more days to SaTuRdAy!!!!! hohohoooo

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

C ,B ,ME... hehhehehekz

113 went to sentosa ytd!!! wahahahkz like FINALLY.

but e pictures arnt wiv me :s

i prayed for gd weather...

so, now im officially a lobster

CAN U BELIEVE IT?! even my feet got burnt!!! BADLY!!

even tho it rained, not a single raindrop touched me :D

its God's grace..i know it

yarhs..aft tt i went to meet curry & gang at westmall for makan...

fundraising fundraising fundraising fundraising fundraising fundraising fundraising fundraising

got me so stressed up last night lahs!

as EVERYONE knows, i cant draw for nuts.

im blood type A lors! if i could draw, i'd enlist staight into some design course at some poly instead of slogging at _JC (yea.. i cant mention e name of e sch coz e vp spies on us -_-")

so i prayed! ahahakz

no prizes for guessing tt i prayed for inspiration & an open mind..

soon after, ideas popped up in my head, but me being me, i had no idea how to PAINT them out.

curry n i painted n painted n painted till 2am!

woke up tis morning & continued painting again.

i thank God super super tt they all turned out rather alright...

e nxt hurdle tts gonna be coming along pretty soon is whether ppl would actually buy them.

................. school starts again tmr.......................

n theres CHINESE.

chinese = zhang lao shi = super biased against ppl who look dao = a doomed me

3 more days to saturday :D:D:D:D:D

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Sunday, October 14, 2007

couldnt slp...many thoughts in my mind so here i am!

on e bus home last night, i was thinking thru wat had happened during worship..
He showed me many many things He had done for me, leaving my chendol flowing freely.hahkz.
especially my journey there..which in truth din start frm july, but frm dec, when i first heard a little of His plans..

back then, my doubts seemed nvr ending.
i juz kept running, running, running away....
so He convicted n convicted till i accepted it, no more qns asked.

yet last night, i failed Him again...
i asked Him, "God why? why did u place me there?"

im nothing. nothing, & oh so average.
it doesnt seem likely tt ath would happen at all...
what potential?
how issit possible 4 me to b ready in 2 mths??
its a qn of faith - trusting in what cant be seen.

immediately, He rebuked me.
"Don't belittle e gift I gave to u".
He reminded me how He had brought me so far, & told me He would cont to do so.

He even spoke to me abt e same situation during QT..

Job 15:31
"Let him not deceive himself by trusting what is worthless, for he will get nothing in return"

trust
easier said than done, but tts wat i'll do.
im gonna work hard.
i'll do my best, n leave to Him the rest.

ohs! He held e rain for me n curry ytd! n e day before, He left e very last 2 copies of a book for us at e bookstore! wahakz

oh Lord, you searched me
you know my way
even when i fail you,
i know You love me
i know You love me

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Friday, October 12, 2007

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

God, show me how to love.

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER PROMOS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but im still super demoralized :(

YET

im still freaking happy

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAKZ

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

time check: 1110

US: YEA!!!! LESSONS OVER!!! WAHAHAKZ ehz wanna eat where? wanna study tgt?

(walks happily towards e sch gate...chattering like aunties)

*at security guard post*

security guard : *stands in e middle of e path* NO GG OUT UNTIL 1.30PM

(by then, a huge crowd of J1s like us hu ended lessons already had formed arnd him)

US: WHAT?

(n there some of dem go **** TIS STUPID SCH)

i tell u, we almost did a myanmar
hmph. whats e pt of scheduling us to end lessons SOOOOO early, yet not allowing us to leave e sch?

oh n dey finally let us do a SURVEY abt e sch, facilities, and how gd we think e sch treats us blahblahblah

I STRONGLY DISAGREED 70% of e qns tt dey asked

ridiculous lah.

are e sch facilities gd? : STRONGLY DISAGREE
does e sch give u enuf time to study? : STRONGLY DISAGREE
are the canteen vendors hygienic? : DUH. STRONGLY DISAGREE

well, with all e qns going along that line, wat else can i ans, but STRONGLY DISAGREEs?
mr ng told me better not write my name or class. AHAHAKz
if only we could leave comments..

oh but 113 was able to leave e sch earlier than e designated 1.30pm coz mr ng pleaded for us :D

i dun think i will get into trouble lahs... i din leave the name of my prison. OOPS i meant school. come on.. not EVERYONE knows which school i belong to right? right?
right.... WAHA

ps. TAKE GD GD GD GD CARE GRACE!!! u this BAO... too round issit? nvr c e stairs properly..tsktsk... will b prayin 4 u :)

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i think my voice is going psycho
this morning, it was as deep as yanni's
juz now it was as high as _____

hmm nono i cant say as high as grace, coz hers is squeaky. mine is mature
WAHAHA

ya anw, my voice seems to be having moodswings due to my coughing spree.
:(

today's pprs?
they were killers. wahahahahahkz

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