Monday, November 26, 2007

I will lay down my pride for your grace
I will give anything for one look
One look at your face
You alone i run to
No one helps me like you
I'll be ok with you

-i'll be ok - desperation band
:)

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food for thought..

My friend, I stand in judgment now
and feel that you are to blame somehow.

While on this earth, I walked with you day by day,
and never did you point the way.
You knew the Lord in truth and glory,
but never did you tell the story.

My knowledge then was very dim,
you could have led me safe to Him.
Though we live together here on earth,
you never told me of your second birth.

And now I stand this day condemned,
because you failed to mention Him.
You taught me many things, that's true.
I called you a friend and trusted you.

But now I've learnt, now too late.
You could have kept me from this fate.
We walked by day and talked by night,
yet you showed me not the light.

You let me live, love and die
and all the while you knew, I could never live on high.
Yes, I called you friend in life.
and trusted you in joy and strife.

yet in coming to this end,
I see you really weren't my friend

i dun wanna live a life of regrets/guilt.
do you?

its tomorrow!!!!
chaiyaphum chaiyaphum chaiyaphum chaiyaphum !!

Lord, how i need your patience
You're the only one who knows my heart, my fears.
where others deem them insignificant,
i know you care.
in You i'll trust

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

EX-TRACKERS..

OK LAH uall win lah win lah..

my eyes are tiny.

HAPPY ANOT HUH!

HUH!

HUHH!!!!

keke fen's pose is uber er...er... sexy? hehehekz

war of the EYES....

been super busy lately coz of mission trip trgs..
i havnt gotten tgt wiv my family for dinner in AGES!

2 more days to thailand!!!!

muwahahahakz muwahahakz

keep us in prayer yea!?! :D :D

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Come unto Me - Nicole C. Mullen

Are you looking for someone to be gentle
With your broken heart your shattered dreams?
And are you searching for someone who'll be faithful
To you no matter what life brings?

Well I know the maker of the storm the sunrise
He is both the lion and the lamb
He is strong enough to shake all earth and heaven
Yet meek enough to take me as I am.

He says, "come unto Me
All who are weary
And I will give you rest
Bring what hurts
Bring your scars
Bring the load that you carry
And I will give you rest"

Are the clouds above your head oh so heavy
Bursting with showers of despair?
And do you struggle under more then you can carry?
Has life given more then you can bear?

And would you like to trade your failures in for victories?
Like piles of ashes in for piles of gold
And can you fall down like a child who is helpless?
So he can pick you up and make you whole

He says come

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Monday, November 19, 2007

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY !!!!!

you've been a blessing. serious! im not saying tis coz its cliche, im saying tis coz its true!

in e first place, if it wasnt for u, i dun think i wld be in YI today.

im so glad God has placed u in my life, where His plans for us somehow intersect.

SEE YOU LATER :D:D

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,

it holds no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

[1 corinthians 13:4-8]

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

i am falling sick.
n coz of tt, my voice going haywire !
i can reach yanny's bass lehs!! wahahahakz

which means,
loads of prayer needed so i recover asap.
then will i have a fighting chance of staying alive at thailand.

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i think my dreams are way weird.
thailand? 2 guys dancing + a stage collapsing on dem? a guy wearing a skirt?!!?!?!?!!
(all names arnt mentioned to protect e individual)

arhahakz ask me, maybe i'll tell u

hmms i chanced upon a blog of some girl i dun really know...
n there it is! materialism again!
haiz

who says u can only wear apparel if every1 else is wearing it?
n for some, if u think every1 else is wearing it, u try n try so hard to wear sumthg else in order to be different, to be recognised.

who says u can only possess things tt arnt "cliche" ?(<-- jo taught me how to use tis word in tis context. arhahahakz)
if e thing functions well,
it has served its purpose, n is juz as good as, if not even better, than the designer goods out there --- pretty to look at, but totally impractical.
this applies to people as well.
oh no, im not gunning down designer goods.. no no definately not. juz e few black sheep amg the cream of e crop.

yea inoe, first impression first impression.
but personally, i think e matter is being blown out of proportion.
i mean, its good to wanna look good, but
i'd rather spend e $$ on other things tt have much more importance than cloth, leather or plastic.
its so cheap n utterly bimbotic to be THAT concerned abt how u look.
if ur personality stinks like fish, gd luck to u!

moral of e story?
look good, but dun go to e extreme juz to look good.

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Monday, November 12, 2007

we're currently in a phase where there's no drive to attend school at all.

nope. none. nil. zilch!

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

woots.. a long post today. hoho.

i shall be direct today, n spare tis moron of my usual sarcasm,

i think spammers are idiots.

it they're frens, they're still idiots bcoz they expect to be forgiven.
sure i'll forgive u, but i'll giv u a good whack on e head. WAHA!

if they're strangers, they're far greater idiots, because they think its ok to spam some1 else's blog without getting found out. how stupid is that? not to mention insensitive + intensively childish.

but i shall not dwell on e stupidity of others, coz its stupid. hahakz

my qt ytd was AWESOME!

[Jeremiah 6:16]
"stand at the crossroads & look; ask for the ancient paths, ask where the good way is, & walk in it, & you will find rest for your souls."

it was as tho God showed me this crazy old path!

i imagine ancient paths to be filled with rotten leaves where a footpath once lay. Trees would loom overhead, letting minimal sunlight thru. Thick foliage. Overgrown shrubs. Vines everywhere, with absolutely no sign of a path ever existing there.

it may not look appealing, yet this hard road is where true peace, joy, love, rest can be found.
we gotta ASK GOD for directions n walk strictly in trust in the direction He points at!
we gotta ASK GOD for this God-dream that he has for us, or like Jean mentioned, our destiny.

then i imagine walking thru tt crazy "path" as God instructs.
HOW PAINFUL!
all the twigs cutting into e skin, mozzies, LEECHES everywhere!
youre thirsty, hungry, n above all else, tired.

THIS is the process of God moulding us, training us to follow Him, to turn away from e worthless things of the world.

But the reward for going thru tis crazy pathway is AWESOME!

i imagine a stream at the end of the path.
WAH SHIOK!!!

and THAT's God's peace.
pleasantly sweet to the core

to spider chang:
hehkz.. joshua harris' making u confused?
love is a privilege. it juz depends on what kindda love it is.
genuine love is a whole new story man...

to a great fren:
what happened? u werent this materialistic in e past..
the message bible says this..

[1 John 2:15-17]
" Dont love the world's ways.Dont love the world's goods. love of the world squeezes out love for the Father. Practically everything that goes on in the world - wanting your own way, wanting everything for yourself, wanting to appear important - has nothing to do with the Father. It only isolates you from Him. The world and all its wanting, wanting, wanting is on the way out - but whoever does what God wants is set for eternity"

we're called to live a higher standard. before u even laugh at a joke, consider if such a joke disgusts God, even tho ure frens think its hilarious. u know what i mean dont u?

[philippians 3:20]
" For our citizenship is in heaven, from which we also eagerly wait for the Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ."

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

its heartwrenching to see u guys liddis...
promotion to j2 wont be tt much of a happy thing afterall...
dun cry my dear apple n puma..
we'll miss u guys too....
but its gonna be ok!
u guys are strong.
we'll work hard tgt.. :)

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Monday, November 05, 2007

pretend u can see my eyes...

thats 113 :)

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even as i was awaiting my turn to receive my results slip, i was tearing a lil.
i was telling Him tt no matter what e results wld be like, i will still love Him. even tho its painful for me, His will be done.

all e smses asking me whether i got promoted were overwhelming.
to be even more specific,
they were killing me.

i walked up to mr ng when it was my turn.
his face was freaking sombre.
he shook his head.
my tears burst forth frm my eyes which were already bulging wiv e intensity of holding e tears back in.
HA.

he pushed my result slip towards me.
i stared.
n stared.
n stared even more to make sure my eyes werent playing tricks.

I AM GETTING PROMOTED!

I PASSED ALL MY H2s!!!!

INCULDING CHEMISTRY!

WAH!

MIRACLE !!!!!!!
.

its HIM its HIM its HIM! i know it!

i cried, rushed to e toilet to thank Him,

for getting promoted in YJ seriously requires a miracle.

thus, today's e 1st day in my entire life when i cried like a moron for JOY, when i actually felt insanely happy tt im able to go to sch tmr, yet sadly, when i have frens hu cldnt make it up with the rest of the class.

but my friends are strong. i know they will hang on. i know they will make it nxt yr. i know they have it in them.

my friends are fighters

wipe those tears.

no matter our level of education,

we still love u guys :)

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Friday, November 02, 2007

I AM NEVER EVER GONNA WATCH A HORROR MOVIE ALONE, EVER AGAIN!

juz finished tis movie based on stephen king's novel.
ITS PSYCHOTIC! uncanny plot...

ITS HORRIBLE!!!

nxt time, i'll juz wait for comedies to load before i lose my patience n start watching some dvd mum borrowed.

NEVER AGAIN!

pls bring me back to reality!

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OP OVER OP OVER OP OVER OP OVER OP OVER OP OVER OP OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAKZ !!!!

i dare say it went rather alright...
amazingly, din have any butterflies in any part of my body.. n my heartbeat was still under control arhahakz.
e only negative thing tt happened thruout e presentation was tt my legs turned jelly.
when it came to my 3rd slide, BTH ARHS! i was straining to force my legs to support me properly.
thank God no 1 noticed... except jie en. ARHAHAKZ

thank God for givin me peace ive nvr quite known b4.
thank God for e ppl who actually bothered to pray 4 me.
thank God for e swensons treat by mr ng for all of us today!!
thank God for e time i hav to spend wiv them playing badminton..
muahakz.

YEA HAPPY CHUBBY IS BACK! I LOVE U CHUBBY!

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Thursday, November 01, 2007

we've only got 1 more day, or more specifically, a few more hrs left till our op.
QUIT WANTING TO EDIT THE SLIDES LAH !!!!!!!!
crazy.
we dun wish to be the clones of some other group.
ure not gonna get an A.
in this case, ur kiasu-ness WONT HELP.

n that was a summary of my thoughts for the ENTIRE day spent wiv my group while being the audience for the others

God, its all for you tmr. good/bad u decide. my role is juz to do my best. plsplspls gimme patience n wisdom to ans e qns tt'll b posed :D

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