Friday, March 31, 2006
picture tis->sitting on e bus home after a hard day..ur mp3 player is playing "where'd u go" by fort minor..e sky has ominous clouds, contradicting e beauty of e flowers which resemble sakura blossoms on a whole stretch of trees by e roadside..
yup tts wat i did today..
3am
woke up to find myself bitten by mosquitos everywhere...including my wrists...where e vein is.. i immediately turned on e lights...aha..found e bloody mosquito n started smacking it..den go bac slp..totally pleased
430 am
woke up again ..did e same thing...killed another bloody mosquito..
6am
woke up 4 sch..e 5th day of my cold war wiv my mum..well....she juz cant understand my probs.. rather believing my sis than me for a fault i din make...typical biasness
650am
i was in a total blur...found myself walking along e library..my hairs stood on end...something felt wrong....saw eddy ahead..tried to catch up...budden while walking past e entrance... heard a kid giggling...i turned to look in....saw sumthing flash past....totally freaked out...e cold stayed wiv me all e way till e end of sch
330pm
track trg in sch..played catching...was real happy at 1st....budden..
445pm
i asked y today trg so lac...he say coz tml got competition...n im running..--> "WHAT?!?!"
he tells me i hav a comp tml..expecting me to b so free..so prepared for it...i mean...come on.he din even tell me where wat time wat event...expect me to noe..make it sound like my fault i dinno theres a comp tml...hes juz majorly psychotic
i got real pissed...its not e 1st time he's doing tis to me..he say i wun get cca pts if i dun go..haha i KNOW i wun get any even if i went..if he truthfully wants to help me get cca pts he wld have updated me on e shit comps he has been putting me in w/o my knowledge
i really wanted to argue..but tts my 1 way ticket out of getting even 1 cca pt...so i controlled...i was seething wiv anger...hes such a hypocrite..if he dun wan to help me out wiv e cca pts thingy, he cld hav juz not put me in ath right...but wat he's doing is hurting me so much more
530pm
stared at e "sakura blossoms look-alike"..i feel like im going into a lapse of depression any mmt
825pm now...
alone at home...my imagination's startin to go wild.....
i dont want e world to c me
coz i dun thing tt they'd understand
when everything's meant to be broken
i juz want u to know hu i am
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Thursday, March 30, 2006
one of my aunts died...she can finally be reunited with her hub n son...may she rest in peace
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Monday, March 27, 2006
my funny dreams are back AGAIN! weird man.... me yanni hm all had funni dreams recently..n i had 2!
i dreamt tt ____ had cancer-_-" omg i had no idea y i dreamt tt...come to think of it...my dream din make ani sense at all!
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
i give up..i really feel like quitting track..vry1 giving me attitude its really really frustrating! my own frens nvr go train..even if dey do, dey walk ALL e way n slack big time... den if i try mixing wiv e rest, dey act all high n mighty..like dey're so superior..
dun even get me started on e coach! all he does is ask y i nvr go trg...dun even wanna hear my explanations den juz walk away .. hello! i was dwn wiv flu!wth! den put me in all sorts of comp..tell me im in this im in tt...without telling me wat specific event im running for/where e competition is held at !
i am seriously at a loss right now... he can ask y e sec 4s nvr go trg while e sec 3s, wiv all deir ccas, can.....when its so obvious tt e sec 4s are bz wiv studying? n he goes all out to curse e teachers hu giv us extra lessons n make it out like its sum kindda offense to help e students
.....
tis is so lame
where did my life go to?!?!?!?!!?!
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
.......ure seriously getting very very very insulting...i mean....ouch man..ur words n actions are like spikes! my smiles are like....all fake man..if i show 1 slight unhappiness tts it..u wld hav won...no way....juz tt ure making me really pissed..i really wanna
put an end to it all
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Monday, March 20, 2006
so my com still sees in chinese...kkz cut e crap..
TAMAN NEGARA ROCKS!!! we had soo much fun there...
group 2:ida sha jo me py kee wan sri arvin...ms loh jacky jingit!! our motto: YEA BABY! lolzlolzlolz!!! kayz basically we crapped for e whole of tt 1 wk...
1st day was pure boredom...bus ride all e way...set up tents there..vry1 was like "shuddup lah" at night...for an hr or 2..yups
2nd day. took boats to where we're supposed to start trekking..omg e boat ride rocked totally! we started playing wiv e water...splashed every1...vry1 got wet..yadah yadah..yupx.. trekked like siao..went into tis cave full of bats..n their shit..bcoz of e noise we made...dey shit even more..on US..jo fell dwn..attracted flies n bees...we try to run frm her..but no use hahakz...kkz den..slept in a bigger cave..SHIOK MAN! juz tt we couldnt bathe coz no clean water..crap right..full of shit n we cant bathe..lolzlolz..e cave rocked sia..3rd day. trekked back..washed up at a sml river on e way..vry1 kena splashed wiv H2O..totally wet but e feeling of touching water after a day without rox..took boat to orang asli village (they're e natives there)..omg...e river rocked totally! we cld finally bathe man!!play like siao under e scorching sun..e sand was like salt...so damn soft..
den we set up our own huts for e night..n animal traps for our dinner..within 10 min i was completely dry..it was THAT hot.. yup yup..i noe e guides put chickens into our traps..well....we brought dem to e beach n killed dem...it was totally gross..i freaked out man..so lets not talk abt tt..erm...oyea we cooked bamboo rice n fish too..e rice was awesome..gosh im salivating! it tasted like dumplings man...wahahkz...well...tt was after 3 hrs of cooking....we only managed to finish cooking at midnight..lolz! got bitten by sand flies all over..including my face..i look like i kena chicken pox sia..muz b e chickens revenge for not helping it live...
4th day.made fire e caveman way...n blowpipes..word of advice..if ure planning to get lost in e jungle..bring ur own lighters n guns..tt way u wun hav to resort to primitive methods like tt..boat ride..canopy walk(boring)..squeezy cave wiv more bats n shit... n we said our gdbyes to jacky n jingit...aww damn sad mmt man..dey were so nice to us..went to a HOTEL..bwahakz
civilisation welcomed us back..or rather..we welcomed civilisation.. swimming pool...food...proper toilet wiv showerheads..=D den we had grp reflections.....
set off for e train stn at arnd 1am..our train arrived at 230..
5th day.trains rawk.. YEA BABY! its like.....air conditioned...damn damn cold..i guess it was at full blast... n e fd was like YUM... slept real soundly...arrived in s'pore at arnd 11...n we were like "s'pore mud! woohoo! s'pore air..s'pore shopping centre.."..yea u get e point..rushed to mac for 2nd rnd of breakfast..so happy...
yup..n tt concludes my holidays..e rest was spent on chionging my hmk..hahakz
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
ok so my com is finally back frm repairs..but now...everything is totally weird! i c things in chinese man! gosh..its totally haywire in here...chaotic! anways...loads to talk abt...
us trackers almost got involved in a "gang" fight on friday! running as usual at yishun/sembawang hill(no idea wth tt plce is called)..doing slope.. den at e top..saw a couple of guys loitering at e playgrnd.. dey asked for our numbers...we told them to shut up..moo n prav told them to F*** off..n tt was tt...
2nd round.. us girls ran up 1st..moo n prav were behind.. we saw e gang carying planks! we were unharmed..but dey went after moo n prav (seriously weirdos man)..well..moo n prav were like..twice e heights of e gang.. n it was hilarious to c shorties wanting a fight wiv sum1 twice their size!
ok so we called mr saravanen aka bollywood..n he called rauf...hu arrived in his car..ran up..n started going all stylo milo.. "1,2,3,4.. which one of u wanna die 1st"..hilariously, e shorties wanted to fight him!HIM! mr rauf man! seriously! e gold medallist at e sea games? hahaz hu dey kidding man..
n on went e lectures...scoldings....blah blah..hahakz really funni to watch.. in e end dey packed up their barang barang..threw their planks on e flr n took off..
LOLZ!
ok tt was friday..anw..ct1 results were total bummers...i totally spaced when i saw my results.. yea...that bad..seriously i feel hopeless liaox...ct1..so easy..n i can get so horrified...wat wld happen 7 mths dwn e road?
nth much happened...got into some major quarrels wiv my mum..but ive scolded n cursed all her doings so mani times.. i guess uve all heard enuf right? yas..anw i managed to pour all my feelings into my sch notebk when my com broke dwn..so ill reserve dem till my future rows wiv my mum
ever heard of 8 absentees in a class? well...mine did..all fell sick right after we got our results..wat a laugh
oyea...thoroughly enjoying our netball matches during pe now..
..ok..i cant seem to link up all these events.. y? coz ive stopped for so long..ive no idea how to continue..hahakz so there..
me going insane
juz like my com
which ironically juz underwent repair
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