Tuesday, April 29, 2008

:(((((((((((((((((((((((
very very very very very bad day

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

ehh yanni! guess what!
THERES A SPONGEBOB MARATHON ON ON NICKELODEON NOW!!!!!
hahaha

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tadaaa!!!!

another beautiful day!

super ideal for meeting up for breakfast

(yay chang wei! we finally tried mcgriddles!)

and riding to the library to nerdy.

ahhh come on come on!!
*psychos self*
its ok to be a nerd now..
nerds are cool! they're hardworking, responsible individuals with extremely high self-motivation and 100% interest in whatever they're nerdy-ing.
yea!

amberly asked me for the ans to a qn on her worksheet.
*instant flashbacks*
rmb how we used to be super kanchiong abt getting ALL the right answers to ALL our hmk?
....well ok maybe it was only me.

ANW,
it brings to mind how afraid ppl can be to make mistakes.
yea.. mistakes mistakes mistakes.
if i were my 13-year old self going thru my life now, i bet i wld have fainted upon seeing my results! ha!

it also brings to mind a part of ytd's sermon

"authentic relationships involve taking off our mask & being vulnerable"

AUTHENTIC relationships are so hard to foster today coz it requires you to let down ur guard n reveal ur imperfections.

so hard to foster, coz it requires you to step outta ur comfort zone and be like a fish outta water.

yet, once forged, such relationships transcends time & distance.

are we willing to take that step, commit, and accept the mistakes others make?

we constantly stress the components tt define how a cell group should be.

we know it.

so, lets start building even more upon the r/s we have now!

i love you JCG!

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Saturday, April 26, 2008

:d
Thks guys! U lot have been and ARE a blessing!

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Friday, April 25, 2008

caught in e act - n proud of it.
Haha kitty was devastated when she saw her beloved hanging there

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

what is judgement?
what is fear?
apparently, none of that really matters coz none of that really counts.
apparently, the ones who talk big, act big, are actually cowards inside.
and that includes anonymous spammers.
(oh.. and anonymous competitors too)

im just saying, dun let such morons get u down coz i still love you :)

no matter how u twist it, empty vessels still make the most noise.
then i wonder, what they do it for.
desperados seeking more than needed acknowlegement for an opinion that shld have been kept to urself.
*shakes head*

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Monday, April 21, 2008

1.Pumpkin soup made w love
2.His grace
= instant perk up for 1 weary n SEMI-sick(yes,again) soul

I think i need an immunity boost or something... Ohh wats happening! I am NOT a sickly being n i really dun fancy being 1:s

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Showered! Again!
Thank God for friends n perfect timing. Seriously!:d

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Showered! Again!
Thank God for friends n perfect timing. Seriously!:d

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

i think its high time they started TRUSTING US to mug without supervision, instead of forcefeeding us by making us go to school 24/7.
so what if we arnt the best jc out there?
we're not primary sch kids who go around finding every other excuse NOT to touch their schoolbags e mmt they reach home.
the fact that we chose this place already signifies that we actually bother AND care about our A levels.
the night lectures are plain evidence of how disciplined we can be! e audi's ALWAYS full.
note: there's no future if it ends here. its a risk in itself! of cos u'll work hard JUST to survive!

n no, this generation doesnt appreciate being forced to sit through lesson after lesson, all the way thru e DAY, with only 1/2 an hour breaks on select days.
its not abt maximizing e time spent w us . it shld be abt giving us the TIME to collate all the 36206130 facts thrown at us on that day!
pray tell, what good would spending so much time w us be, when none of us are able to think effectively coz all our energy is already drained out?
i see zombies everyday instead of 18,19 year olds.
as a result,ppl are prickly these days. me included. gaaaahhhhh

sick of spoonfeeding.
claiming to churn "leaders" is farce. how do leaders get born in such an environment?
independence? with a leash around our necks? impossible.we die in society.
sick of the apathy.
certain teachers make u feel as though u were wasting ur time by taking the initiative to ask qns.

expectations, comparisons, one can only do so much. no one should be compelled to conform. everyone's skin is DIFFERENT.
DIFFERENT!

*bangs head. hard.*

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

if it weren't for You, i would have broken down long ago:)

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picture of e day! Haha!
Yup when stress prevails, we 'let loose'!

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

B-E-A-Utiful sunset!

God's works are sooo wonderful by themselves tt u dun nd photoshop to make them look good.

wahahas

"did u rise the sun for me?...

..or paint a million stars that i might know your majesty"

ok i know u cant c a million stars in tt pic, but its e beauty of night!

yes. i really really really really miss running. i really do!!!

*cries*

i shall try on friday.

muhaha muhaha!!!!

happy birthday ah-BI !!!

goodness. everyone's turning 18!

see that? wahahahaaaaaaaaaaa :D :D :D

so blessed, so blessed so blessed !!!!!!!

seriously!

1st a bag,

then shoes,

followed by drinks and cakes,

and now, chocolate?! expensive ones too!

wahhaaaaaahahaaaaaa am feeling much loved indeed.

thanks jovina :)

learning is a process..

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

All sunshine & no rain make a desert

joyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoy :)

..when there's so many beautiful reasons i have to be happy

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!!!!!!!!!!! 10 DAYS WITHOUT USING THE COM ?!!?!!!!!!!

i feel deprived somehow.. haha. missing out on all the chats :

these crazy days are gonna continue. im positive.

its really draining our energy...

so much to the extent that im making typo errors EVERYWHERE, suffering frm SEVERE stml and intensifying my eyebags.

i suspect pimples and hairloss are next.

haha apparently, the trend 213 has adopted is to be pysched up abt chionging our stuff on mondays, & then have more of us struggling to stay awake by the time thursday comes.

a short breather would really be appreciated.

then again, such things cant be helped i suppose. already expected it this year.

SO,

thank God thank God thank God thank God thank God thank God thank God

(7 thankyous for seeing me thru tis crazy week.)

there's more to come though...but it's gonna be ok :D

Jeremiah 31:25

"I will refresh the weary & satisfy the faint"

2 Corinthians 4:7

"But we have treasures in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us."

thank God i can walk AND jump. hopefully i can run again by nxt week :D

thank God ive got 213 to be nerds together with me.

thank God that our class did really really well for PW!! (yes, they finally released pw results... rmb pw? tt stinking sub where u slog ur guts out for an ENTIRE yr, chionging till e wee hrs of e morning juz to get a decent grade)

thank God for d/s last thurs.it was sooo good to see u guys even though we forfeited e shakers concert. seriously! it restored much of my energy..haha i think the "great minds think alike" logic fits here.

thank God for LISArd!!!! for opening up her home for me to bunk over aft prac on friday bcoz she took pity on me wahahahaha :D

God's timing is sooooo good too, coz if it werent for lis, i be bussing home at 11.30pm coz prac ended later than usual.

thank God for hitting the F5 key. hehkz no need for what SK2 or OLAY or NIVEA to be revitalised.

and... happy belateds to dru + jiayan! :D :D :D

ok.... back to hit the books. oh man.

im turning into a nerd :S

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Thursday, April 03, 2008

saw the headlines?

the picture was even more exaggerated than this!

i guess e press just HAD ta show it so as to convince + assure everyone. afterall, seeing IS believing right..

hehkz.. i guess in light of the recent inflation (that's been haunting econs case study papers everywhere), ppl are stocking up. kiasu? ahhh but seriously arhs.. what would i do without RICE man?!

no rice = no chicken rice, no zi char, no number5, no pineapple rice, no SUSHI (relief for shun), no yoshinoya .............................!!!!!!

maybe we should all just swop to noodles for now ehhs? so tt rice prices wun kp increasing. cost-push inflation?? dd-ss analysis?? decreased SOL?? poverty? income disparity? decreased HDI?shorter life expectancy????!!!!! :O den ultimately, coz of inflation, savings decrease, withrawals increase, AD decrease, our economy shrinks, NI decrease, multiplier effect, unemployment rates increase, .......................................................

= hunger

sheesh. i guess e weight of my undone inflation essay + unstudied gp contents test is too heavy for my conscience to bear! not to mention chem + maths + bio hmk (oh i just realised, tts like..hmk for ALL my subjects!).. this and that...blahhh.....ahhh......................................!!! D':

.... erm. dun mind me yea? this is 1 of the many ways i use to fa xie.

apparently, just when i tot i was strong, im reminded of how pathetically pathetic i am. my strength is afterall, limited, hence there's a SERIOUS NEED to draw from the source. im like a reservoir. He's like the Nigeria Falls.

anyways, maybe i shld jus take prof Tan's er.. "advice", to "disagree" and "go sleep if im tired" so as to "cheat the system" yet at the same time, be able to "emerge tops" by being "street-smart" eg. by "turning my underwear inside out".

ahs.

seriously. dun mind my ramblings today. i know im not making much sense here. hee

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Wednesday, April 02, 2008

ive got e worst results ever in my jc life.
apparently, every1's results STILL suck.
uh oh.....
i am soooooooooo stressed, i cant even measure the extent of that stress!
upset too.
gggggaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

*runs around & tears at hair*
*throws some strands of hair to kitty*

:(

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