Saturday, September 27, 2008
:D
i super love this song
it reminds me of:
1) God's perfect love
2) COOKING
3) SPAGHETTI
4) KAIRI
5) J1 days.. hur hur!
and brings me JOY UNSPEAKABLE!!!!!! wahahahaha i automatically smile whenever this song plays.
:D
AND YAY ITS FINALLY SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*jumps around in glee*
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10:30 AM
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!!!!!
the filter of fish tank no.1 DIED
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA die you savages die!
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
rmb this?
"Hope is an olive leaf - evidence of dry land after a flood. Proof to the dreamer that dreaming is worth the risk"
-Max Lucado, A Love Worth Giving
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Ps Benny Prasad said, "dreaming is free, so dream big!"
the problem with me is, im afraid of getting bruised, should i invest in such a "risk".
it's all coming back to me, the things that helped me tide thru e previous cascade of bleh... but there's a difference btw being a survivor, and being a migrant. i dont wanna be naive, and set unrealistic ideals. this aint no fairytale. here, my faith is lacking.
i know tons of things im not, stuff i may never accomplish, stinking attitudes i know i possess, the ugliness of my heart. im far from wise. i fall short, drastically. im imperfect, more than you can imagine.
dream big, i dare not. hope, i see only a tinge. but belief i have. great friends, God's love, and a wee bit of faith. no matter how slight, hope, is still waiting to be grasped. im still trying. no longer will i trust my own hardwork or stake everything on my own efficiency. at the same time, im realigning my focus, and doing constant checks to make sure its right. i wanna be
set apartaye.. im slowing down,
and discovering more, more, more of God. im revelling in his beauty, and enjoying every moment of it :)
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
something beautiful - jaci velasquezTo pick up the pieces
Of all my promises
I might as well say I'm good enough
Only when failing
In need of saving
Can I surrender my life to yours
When it's all said and done
Let this be real
This strength from above
I hope they seeSomething beautiful
Something wonderful
You are supernatural
The way You change my life
To something beautiful
I've taken chances
I've tried out romances
I want to breath in
All You've given me
Stepping out means I'm
Tripping and falling
Your loving hands would never let me
Let me hit the floor
When it's all said and done
Let this be real
This strength from above
I hope they see
You are something more,
something beautiful
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12:33 PM
i have value. inferiority complex, you're history.
Lord, help me rmb why i'm trying so hard to do well in the first place.
i nd to spend time cultivating what's eternal, instead of chasing after the pretty things of this world. how much i need You, coz im not self-sufficient at all.
something's happening around me, and im excited! hur hur :D
chubS knows what im talking about. wahaha
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11:25 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
you know ur sch isnt faring well in econs when..
your principal takes over your econs lecture.
... *insert haha here*..
everyone's very tired.
its not as if i dun sleep! oh i sleep. fairly early too. so i concluded that the tiredness isnt physical, but mental.
loser-mentality --> is when you wonder why you bother trying, only to fail again. and again.
i would be lying if i said that such thoughts never crossed my mind before.
im no genius. its a common misperception that anyone who gets into jc is smart. brilliant. the leaders of tmr.
im just an average student, doing her best to stay alive.
sure its easy to say stuff like "why you so worried about ur As?! national exams quite easy..yadah yadah" when you're from one of the top 5 jcs. but here at the bottom, its an entirely different landscape man. while they're worrying abt which uni they'll get into, we're worrying abt whether or not we'd even be admitted into 1. some are already formulating backup plans.
it takes a huge amount of faith and effort, for someone so average, to believe in achieving something so extraordinary, and so seemingly out of reach.
2 more weeks. 2 MORE WEEKS UH!!!
GGGAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
TTTTAAAAHHHAAAANNNNN
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
so i went to e doc.
i tell you, this doctor is COOL.
doc: you wont get well by tmr, so im giving you 2-day mc. what you studying now?
me: jc 2
doc: AWWWWWW.... prelims over?
me: yea but ive got TESTS tmr and friday!!!!
doc: aiya. prelim over liao still got tests. you're sch arh.... nvm lah, dun go. u study today, only rubbish will go in, den tmr test, only rubbish will come out. stay at home and rest ok..
me: (all tt was in my mind was mr chung.. :s)
oh well.....
mamalisa, you MUST be dying with jealousy now. 2-days off! wahaha :P
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Tuesday, September 09, 2008
no shun, these aint dumplings.
yes ppl, im down. AGAIN!
after some of
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i attempted to do
but i failed miserably. all i could do was sneeze and tear upon sneezing so much.
cant even read e qns properly. ha!
so..
mamalisa, wo dui bu qi ni.
I GIVE UP ARRRHHHH
i promise you, i'll eat those EVERY SINGLE DAY from now on.
falling sick stinks :(
so i aint gonna go to school tmr. MUAHAHAHA
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Monday, September 08, 2008
something that happened just a few minutes before sch ended got me thinking. real deep. to the extent of climbing UP instead of down at the stairs.
what would i do differently if i knew that today would be the very last day granted to me here on earth?
would i love more, tolerate more, understand more, appreciate more and perhaps, finally slow down without torturing myself with guilt..?
should there even be any difference in the first place??
and what would i do if i knew today would be YOUR last?
then what if i found out today, that yesterday was the last time i would see you?
a 6th love language should be added - sincerity.
without sincerity, the original 5 wont seem to mean anything much ehs?
haha forgive me. am not being emo. just have a tendency to think lots. stuff like these usually trigger this phenomenon.
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
scavengers.
be careful now, musnt be like them now.
flocking to feast on leftovers and settling for the garbage you found instead of awaiting His hand of deliverance - the hand that feeds us w what's BEST for us, that'll help us actually grow.
they scurry from here to there, always always in search of better grounds.
never contented
be careful now, musnt be like them now..danger & danger alone lies on the other side of the hill.
the grass aint greener anywhere else, if you know to make do.
was it really just yesterday that i still felt stronger?
the anticipation of the coming wk is just enough to freak me out man! especially wed - fri.
guess i need someone to tutor me in how-to-lead-a-balanced-life 101.
anyways, i love this girl!
im with you, girl. you know it :)
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
because so many have taken this already except me!!
im an INFJ
| You Are An INFJ |
 The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener with almost infinite patience.
You have complex feelings, and you take great care to express them.
In love, you see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow.
You enjoy relationships when they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation.
At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.
How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable |
....surprisingly, its MOSTLY accurate!
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except for the outrageous stuff like me having INFINITE PATIENCE... or me making a GREAT photographer, alternative medicine guru, or TEACHER.
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shocked me lah! e only time you see the words "AMANDA" and "TEACHER/photographer/some weird guru" in the same sentence, is if the words "IS NOT KEEN TO BE" lies between them!
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oh well
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9:21 PM
no shun, these aint dumplings.
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i attempted to do
so..