Friday, December 26, 2008
"whatever your difficulties, they needn't spoil Christmas, for nothing can spoil Christ"
Joanie Yoder
well said
merry boxing day :D
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
and it dawned upon me, how powerless i actually am.
as if all these aint enough already.
dead end.
now what, now what?
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Monday, December 22, 2008
:)
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look.
i dont need you. really. try me.
i dont need your gifts, i dont need your shows of care. i dont need your complains, or your pack of lies. i dont need approbation, i dont need cctv. i dont need you blowing hot and cold. i dont need your companionship, i dont need your protection - you've nvr given me any anyway.
i dont need your childish temper tantrums, your displays of hate. they serve no purpose, save for making you look stupid. if you're evicting a response from me, it wont come. 2 wrongs dont make 1 right. so stop already. this is absurd.
please. do not patronize me. i am not your puppy. i am not at your disposal.
if your aim is to break me, im afraid you're in for disappointment.
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Friday, December 19, 2008
"AMANDA! You have a total of two weeks occupied by church camp and chalet. So much for "Joanna, i am going to spend my holidays with you." LOL! Just kidding. Go enjoy ya? Just that, you have to pay back my lost time after all these activities. You are MINE on 31 December. Now, i am behaving like your boyfriend. Your boyfriend better be better than me. But, given your fussiness, I guess this shouldn't be a problem."
...................
tsk.
you're so possessive.
i demand a breakup this instant!
*pulls mojo's fine hair*
heh!
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4:46 PM
it doesnt matter anymore. it is satisfying, to a certain extent, to know that the ouch on the richter scale of emotional pain is dwindling; to attribute the reason to something else, other than it being because ive grown immune, numbed, and unfeeling to whatever unpleasant emotion that may come my way. no, im definitely not desensitised. its just that once i was going to... then i left. i left - stronger, and i brought with me the lessons i learnt to where i am today. no, it doesnt matter anymore, and im glad.
camp's over!
call me a sadist, but it IS rather cool to know that everyone else has a sorethroat and a sexier, huskier voice TOO. see... you never walk alone
tis' proof that YI likes liverpOOl, not man u! HAH!
(not that i watch football or anything...just thought that pd should give liverpool a break? heh)
christmas is coming!!! I LOVE CHRISTMAS :D
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008
note: this is NOT an emo post.
i dunno why, but this morning's run evoked loads of feelings, triggered memories long forgotten. the canal, the blocks, the bbq pit, the fields, the various smells, the gentle warmth of the morning sun, the serenity....................... hah!
flashbacks of taman negara, orangaslis, ophir, 9km runs, and my childhood surfaced.
how my perspectives have changed over the years!
ANYWAY,
papaya + chang ..... do you think AI would welcome us to help out for nxt year's OLE again? while cleaning my room tt day, i realised i still kept packetS of tt pink, nice smelling 'OFF' thingy! i miss taman lah! ( minus the leeches and sandflies and hornet filled toiletbowls)
and..and..
chang, yes i FINALLY found accessories + shoe! just in time too! phew! i was beginning to feel panicky! it's like TOMORROW?!! pre prom preparations = stress lah.. if there's any such rubbish in uni, im gonna wear the same stuff lor! oh nono! if there's any such rubbish in uni, i'll wear ur stuff, u'll wear mine lah.. spares us from feeling sian. spares us frm hunting for a dress that fits too!
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Monday, December 01, 2008
alright... i know you guys are probably sick of sophia, and anything to do with nerina pallot by now.
but..sorry lah. idaho's stuck in my head :D
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who exactly can grasp the concept of time?
people whom i couldnt live without at one point in time,
the dumb things people do at each phase of their lives,
the people who still still stick by you today,
the people who left,
characters that havnt changed at all even with the passing of time,
characters that have..
the past, the present, the future.
what does "eternity" mean?
what's "forever" to you?
what's temporal?
sometimes, day-to-day occurrences seem so surreal, so ordinary to us right now.
must we only appreciate the offers of today in the future?
must we wait till we're 50, way past our prime, before finally acknowledging that those years chasing after promises of a better life, were in fact, good times?
reminiscing on the past and wishing you still led the simple life isnt the way to go.
i love my memories. but i love my todays too
and......
i conclude that prom shopping is VERY STRESSFUL indeed.
im SO GLAD it only happens once or twice in my life! hah!
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