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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

D E P R E S S I O N
track coach dun allow me to run tis wk..he wants my leg to stop hurting/swelling/bruising 1st
den juz now during break i cracked e stupid right ankle again
grrr
damn pek chek..I WANNA RUN!!!!!! RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN!!!
also thinking....shld i cont trying for squash or stick to track?
had fun shopping at e sch hall wiv qid n zhi jun...there was sum sortta mini fair gg on....
had fun stuffing myself wiv fd wiv shina also....maye n phebe dun seem to like eating much lehs...
esp phebe! URE SO NOT FAT!!
ogf interview was so -_-"
e qns dey ask were so serious de..i tot dey wld make u do some weird stuff or sumthing....hahakz
its juz for fun anw...
haiz=(
no trg
haizhaizhaiz
some1 thinks i exaggerated abt e pain
bullshit lahs if i exaggerate den y do i still insist on jumping/running/wearing a freakin shoe?!
u think so den fine lah
still go arnd telling ppl 4 wat?
feel shiok arh?
think i fake den come n tell me straight in e face
dun go sneakin arnd behind my back
n for goodness sake u cant expect me to act like im some kindda war hero hu can only limp frm now on?
tts y i try to walk normaly
n fyi, i really cldnt walk tt day lah
i bluff u got prize arh
told u coz u asked right
think i bluff den dun so kpo
u hav no idea how pain it is
y? coz u nvr even got hurt b4 duh
haiz tis is so pointless
God help me to love

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i hav formed my resolve
im gg for squash tml
go ahead, laugh n say im stupid
i'll say u dunno me well
yanni says im stubbon..nope i disagree..i c it as perserverance
but lemme tell u tis-IM STILL GOING
pain also pain awhile only
its juz sumthing i hav to do
i HAVE to do it
so my prayer request for today shall b for me to b able to
run by tml

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Monday, January 15, 2007

ahhh tis sux!
i tink abt having to miss squash trial n i wanna cry
no squash den i join wat cca? odac i tink too late le..boo
pray tt i can run by wednesday? if tt truely happens, then it'd b another miracle frm God coz my legs are still swollen
but God did do wonders for me today:
he held back e rain for me so i cld go to sch n back in e sun:)
coz if my leg kena water...hohoho tings will b bad
hais i juz pray tt GOD HEAL ME
its a test of faith
perseverence
den im reminded of pd's sermon 1 saturday: He takes away ur strongest pts of reliance to make u rmb Him
so maybe he stopped me frm temp being unable to run to make me rmb...
all i want is jesus jesus
all i need is you
-hungry for more-

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Saturday, January 13, 2007


pardus pose!! whos gonna win gonna win gonna win!!....aiyaz e photographer din take e flag=(

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pardus!! do we look zhai? hahaz supposed to look dao..but kindda obvious some trying to hide deir smiles

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me yr hazie..took quite alot of pics wiv him coz everytime we took, cannot c his face..too ORH ORH le hahakz..den oso cos hazie keeps thinking she looks ugly

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hazel's face so cool right! hohoho

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courtesy of SOME1's blog..i oso stumbled upon tis person's blog hehkz

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yummm....courtesy of mich ng's blog..dunno how i ended up there coz i dunno her





dwn wiv fever...wonder if it has ath to do wiv my sprains...haiz tis sux....its so hard to bathe+walk..i had to rely on my com chair to move around today..den limp limp..but now better le..grace said e cell prayed 4 me..hoho see..my God is a God of miracles..me being able to walk now is proof=D

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Friday, January 12, 2007

i have nvr been soooooo suay in my entire life SO FAR before!!!
e day started out gloomy coz of e rain...
but i had alot of fun crapping away wiv my fellow OG members aka parduses!!!
dunno y but we started reliving our childhood memories...
eg.205, pepsi-cola, vampire, murderer, chi ko pah, scissors ppr stone *SLAP* etc..
suay part comes in:
(1) dunno how nigel play pepsi-cola de..he jump jump jump den he KNOCK ME DWN wiv his super gargantuan knees! he hit my thigh until it went numb for awhile..den cant move...now it feels like some muscle pull lah!
(2)tot squash got selection trial..so i waited 3 hrs aft sch coz i tot got..in e end dun hav! make me panick over not being able to play coz of my leg 4 nth
(3)went back ai..it was pouring! very fun de budden i ended up fallin dwn a flight of stairs n spraining BOTH ankles..WAT SIA! sia suay:'(
but it was so fun lah..how i fell was also hilarious..
God tot me not to take revenge
coz ida smeared my face wiv camouflage paint frm ncc..n i chased her to get back at her..we stopped at e stairs! budden she jumped a few steps..
i tot she gonna fall so i tried to pull her back..end up i BOOM all e way dwn..pain seh!
mr tan cheat me...he told me to walk away e pain coz its not serious..
so i walk lor..i even went shopping wiv ys deyall..in e end
(4)whole ting swell like elephant leg
(5)go sinseh..he turn n rub until so ouch
well thank God i managed to rush there n reach b4 it closed even wiv my bad limp=)
(6)had a hard time trying to bathe...i wasnt supposed to get my foot wet! like huh! so cham lah! i bathe until so xin ku..wanna cry
now..slacking here..so sad..now i will hav so much free time coz ALL my activities has to b cancelled...
no run no swim no pe no SQUASH no CHURCH!!! wat sia!:'(
boo
well at least i had fun gg to e sinseh...there's a first time for everyting
"i can do everything thru him hu gives me strength"
phillipians 4:13=)

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i
m
so
HAPPY
!!!
after 2 days of trying to crash into e lit lecture...finally managed to!!!
buwahahakz such a sense of achievement
1st day-too late for e lect
2nd day-i walked into e LT wiv aqidah,thinking we were late coz alot of ppl inside le..den we heard CHINESE...like crap...wrong course! zhao! best part is e lt was filled wiv so many AIs laughing
muwahaakz
muwahakzHAHAAHAKZ
I CRASHED LIT LECT FINALLEH!!WOOTS!! pop champagne!!!
i love it! i luv e poem seh! so nice..so full of emotions!!
anw...cca carnival today..aqidah n i run here run there..went for squash tryouts...cannot find hockey tryouts...i tried bouldering...she watched me..i longed for e track..she longed for her netball
yupx...im enjoying myself now...e sch is boring but my frens arnt
juz hope can lame + high more only.....like back in ai
ai cca open hse on friday!!!! YES ARH!
back to ai! back to my dear frens! back to us lame 1s!! bwahahhahakz
no pain no gain
-ai track motto-

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Monday, January 08, 2007

havent found a single person hu is willing to hang out after sch at aj...guess we're all still considered aquaintances?
e other AIs at aj appear to b guai guai de....go home aft sch..so pek chek
saw e whole bunch of ex 4e2s coming hme frm nyjc tgt..instantly a pang of nostalgia=(
yup...i miss ai...i miss ai like i miss muh crazy bunch of frens..i miss muh crazy bunch of frens like ida.sha.wei.jo.shir.etc.....
i miss 4e2'06 alot too..its only now i realise others frm other schs cant get as crazy as us..i miss e times when we laughed like mad when jc stripped ks..i miss singing wiv jo..we've been thru e gd n bad times tgt for 2 yrs..
i miss trg wiv my fellow trackers-crazy ppl wiv a passion for running like me
only now do i realise ai peeps are crazy n wild..we get high so often n so easily n i miss tt so much
even tho i made many new frens frm my og at aj......
they're nice ppl...real nice...we hang out tgt during our breaks..but it seems tt im e only 1 hu keeps laming...i cant help laming! its like..my 2nd nature...den no 1 lame wiv me...dey only laugh
most of em are super smart..4H2 subs...my usual clique frm ai all seperated le....
so i feel like some pai kia frm another sch hus intelligence is incomparable to e others
our cohort at ai is 1...it feels weird when i see us all seperated
inoe we all have to deal wiv seperation..but its hard
God wat do i do?

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

we muz cultivate roots...deeeeeeepp ones..so we can draw deep..draw frm underneath..to survive
juz like oak trees..redwood trees..banana trees
went swimming with jo n hazel today.....
wei ee!! i told hazel to tell u i miss u!!! if she dun den tell me! i hoot her nxt week!
getting to noe our classes tml....haiz juz made frens,den now muz make frens all over again..grr so leh zei!!
hmmm wonder how lectures are like.....will die of boredom anot? can chat anot? teacher old anot?
ahhh i nd a cca fast! dying of boredom..rotting at home...so inactive..like being in a fridge!
den hopefully got ppl like me in e cca....super high easily n dun like to mug de...
hmm...is tt gonna b hard to find in aj? eyer.............
i wanna b a banana tree =)

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

2nd day of orientation at aj..bwahahakz
today was so fun! as compared to ytd....ytd every1 was juz looking at each other wiv sleepy eyes..lolz...i found out every1 cldnt slp e night b4 coz too excited le hahakz
so i FORCED myself to slp at 10....actually no lah..din wanna slp de...juz cldnt help it in e end lolz
therefore, today can HIGH!! bwahahkz..sadly no 1 to high wiv=(
AI is the best... we get high really easily...so today only e OGLs, me yinghui n lirong high-ed..e rest oso got high..but not as high as us lolzlolz...
hmmz contrary to rumours....aj not full of nerds lehz...i was so surprised dey cld hav fun too!
haiz...now tt im beginning to like it, im beginning to start fearing of getting kicked out aft 1st 3 mths..haizhaiz=(
e only boring part was during e subject talks..hmmm do all jcs do it or only aj??
THANK GOD FOR SO LITTLE NERDS AT AJ TIS YR!!=D
panthera panthera panthera SUPER PANTHER!

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