Monday, March 31, 2008

i'd been craving chicken soup since ytd.it juz seemed ideal for a cold lahz...n guess wat?!:d
Indeed, God's taking gd care of me

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oya...china mission trip today!
i be praying :)

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rmb my outburst last night?
well, i took more than a leaf from MAX.
took a LONG drink from God's fountain of limitless love, n cooled down in record time.
ahahahakz
surprisingly, it wasnt tt hard to do!

anyways, took early leave from sch today
why? coz im down. AGAIN
sheesh i tink e no. of times ive been falling sick + injuring my feet these past 2 yrs are more than my 4 yrs in sec sch added together!!!
ohhhh whats wrong with my immune system?!
gggaaaahhhhh

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

hmm. i find it ridiculous.
do you judge a person based on whether or not he/she looks amicable?
do you stereotype, jump to conclusions n make wild guesses tt're way off the mark abt he/she who doesnt?
do you have the cheek to judge someone based on that alone without bothering to know tt fella even better?
do you expect them to smile 24/7 like freaks just coz u say so?
what if he/she cant help it? n u know jolly well he/she cant help it.
oh, to top it off, u tell them straight up that they er.. "put ppl off"?
ha. weird.

hmm. maybe u shld consider that it aint their fault they look the way the are, cant help but look "fierce" when they're in "normal-mode".
maybe they cant change the way they look.
maybe they DONT WANT TO anyway?
maybe they dun fancy the thought of being hypocrites?
maybe they're quite happy living the way God's created them to look?

you cant dictate.
who are u to deprive others of expressing themselves they way they do?
they arnt obliged to conform just because you tell them to.
they arnt puppets, mind you.

im irritated. really irritated. & sick of hearing it from you. of all people.
when u feel normal, u dun put on a crazy smile either.
y cant u just focus on those logs in ur eyes before u start ratting on abt others?

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All tts left: an empty tissuebox.
Conclusion: insufficient slp + exam stress
Wat u can do now: pray! Tis could be 1 of e worst things to happen amg e list of worst things to happen on e eve of a national exam.
Much appreciated! Thanks:)

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

since im so free today, i shall upload some recent photos!!!

from a crazy afternoon cooking spaghetti & fooling arnd with yanny's newest toy:

dun we look like e Pinky and the Brain???

(rmb tt childhood cartoon ?!?! with the 2 lab mice??)

n i got bullied

tis is how we'll look like with tooth decays..eee

im doing a yanny!

ooohhhh we're melting.. im mmmeeeeelllltttttiiinnnnngg *echoes away*

e only normal pic i found. heee

of cos there're more, but there's too much to upload! plus, they're all unglam. hahaha!

everytime i see dem i laugh like a nutter! thanks yanny! :D

from lunch with the track clique:

yuann shan

bimbo fen

sotong fang

achudan couldnt join us :(

but nevertheless, really enjoy mtg up with this gang. we nvr fail to laugh till our tummies ache at the twin's blurness/bimbo-ness

hee love dem.. so glad they could make it to local Us

from a SHOPPING SPREE (FINALLY) on the same day:

ida.nanajo.me

this girl's stuck it all out by & with me since sec 1!!!

(now im finally taller. WAHAHA!)

heeee 6 yrs of friendship and counting aite?

soooo looking forward to more mugging sessions with you two

we're gonna work hard :D

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i went back to e sinseh today coz he wanted to look at my foot.
he was alright, but his assistant arhs... ARRRRGGGHHHH
she was an ah ma.
n she was ROUGH.
not only did she cause much pain when she undressed/redressed e foot/ scraping off the medicine, she still dare ask if its pain whenever i winced.
!!!!
den, she even scratched my already swollen foot a couple of times in e process!! ouch lah!

just thank God He held the rain. wahaha. really really :D

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Monday, March 24, 2008

unoe.. this could probably be the 2nd worst.
im back to resorting to e com chair for movement. haha.
kindda fun actually...reliving my childhood days where i zoomed/climbed everywhere, trying not to touch e ground to get from point A to B.. haha!
ANYWAY,
i was reminded of the very first sermon i heard in YI.

WE NEED CHANGE - 11 nov 2006

philippians 3:10
a) ath tt has a lasting change can only be done frm the inside out.
b) the Bible describes ressurrection power not only to cancel our past, but also to conquer our problems and change our personalities.

step 1: CRISIS phase
-its when we allow probs in our life to get our attention.

step 2: COMMITMENT phase
-for God to see if u'll cont seeking Him, to show tt u really mean business n u really wanna change

step 3: CONFESSION phase
-where u accept who u are, including the bad points.
-He wun work on our prob until we first admit tt we do hav a prob.

step 4: COOPERATION phase
-where God wrenches away our strongest point to make us REMEMBER we need Him.
-where u let Him take over.

its about facing our troubles.

i dare say my strongest limbs are my legs, n now tt im pretty much incapable of anything, oh yes, im remembering that i need Him.
its always times like this tt make me realise tt many-a-times, we take our complete set of limbs for granted.

ytd i felt the pinch of allowing His will to be done
nevertheless, im letting Him take over

a big THANK YOU to all u wonderful friends who helped me just now.
(even tho u guys cruelly took a video of the "process")
:D

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:( tis time e bone got dislocated. :(

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Thursday, March 20, 2008

Muhaha so blessed so blessed indeed! Was intending to hunt for a shoe sometime soon cos mine's falling apart..juz a matter of time when, AND i was GIVEN tis pair by kor kor chris! Even tho i dun really know him! Waha thank God!:d

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TADAA!!! the muggerholics!!
muhahaha BLOCK TEST IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!! muhahah!!!!!!

so during e hols, we er.. mugged?
sounds nerdy, but ahs.. no choice

my girls!

nanajo was stressed.

she gets high easily n starts using other's phones to zilian

THEN,

she sets it as their WALLPAPER!

so we did e same too.
only..we set it as HER wallpaper, screensaver & start-up screen.

hehe

but we din just take pics lah..

tts y to prove it again,

im showing evidence tt jo was stressed.

so stressed till she started digging her nose..

again..

and again...

..n i dun think u wanna know wat she was doing.

i have no idea + i dun wanna know it anyways.

HEHEEE

and then, u start building castles in e sky e mmt ur brain overloads

not to forget, BRAIN FOOD!!!!!

guess who???? ahahahahakz

apparently, some ppl isolate themselves n start singing n start making funny noises n talk to themselves n play w their hair n sit in funny positions when they study.

heeeeee cant help but laugh when i see sotongball

n this, my dear friends,

is the AFTERMATH of a week of exams

(pun intended)

muhaha such joy such joy

eh... but even tho these past few weeks had been insane,

i felt sooooo much joy tt i couldnt even explain it!

imagine smiling to urself while mugging?

it was exhilarating ahahahaha

JOY UNSPEAKABLE THAT WONT GO AWAY
and JUST ENOUGH STRENGTH to live for today :D

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

ugh what a dampener.
look.
im not interested in competing in this "game"
what's e prize?! him?!
hes all urs man
what r u trying to prove???
u nd two hands to clap.
sheesh.
such childishness.
looking for a benchmark? check out e timings from a person's prime. not when tt person's not giving a hoot abt whether or not she beats you.

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Friday, March 14, 2008

This is insane! Ugh but every ounce of pain now reminds me tt i am working hard. No pain no gain right trackers?

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

tsk
wake up ur idea please?
just WHO are u mugging for?
if its for the sake of those hu ask u to mug, u might as well drop outta sch.

whats it gonna be like in e future?
will u go on strike if ur boss chided u for slacking?
you'll get fired lah!
plus judging by e rate ure ponning, not much diff ehs?

get your priorities right.

the word "sorry" is just so that status quo will be regained.
they din really have to say it unoe?
they werent wrong for slapping u back to reality.
stop being so self-centred.
most of the time, it aint just about you.

you know who you are, dont you?

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Monday, March 10, 2008

n i removed e prev post coz i thought it too mean.
we'll just have to talk face to face

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

Oh ya today we went down to nus as guinea pigs to test out e maths trail due 2wks ltr. N we thought station masters was slack. Ha today proved wrong. Anyways tis was near 1 station, n phyllis immediately came to mind. Keke i can actually imagine her entering tis room(everyday)! She exemplifies 'passion' n im proud to say i know her Haha!:)

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tada! Uknow..when i look at tis,i dun see e bag, but e effort grace took to hunt it down willingly for me. Yes chubby, it was a culture shock, but i'll get used to it! THANK U! Tis whole hole-in-e-bag thing has really been a blessing to me. Thanks to shermaine too! For graciously n willingly lending me ur standby bag! Ah i love u people:d

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Friday, March 07, 2008

yea. after an unconscious bball hiatus, we're finally playing it again!

ahaha yea yea yea yea yea yea yea !!!!

so our chi As were released today.

cant complain abt my results arhs... not as bad as i imagined it wld be, not too good either.

BUT,

i cant show off to that zhang lao shi either.

oh mans! now she'll think she's right when she assumed im some idiot with no regard for chinese juz coz i dun smile in class + look dao. (remember???)

OH MANS!

thankfully it wun be an impt component for uni adm..

she can think what she wants.

but it got me thinking.. if i keep underperforming in national exams,

how in e world am i gonna score for As ?!?!?!!

AHHH !!

hmm but seeing 20 pointers get 3 distinctions and more was really encouraging.

Os mean nothing. they proved it!

oosh.

its a tough climb so gotta work hardER.

apparently working hard aint enuf.

even more, its abt relying on Him no matter the outcome

unoe,

this week some juniors told me they thought i was dao.

yes. its happening again.

OHHH MAANNN !!!!

WHY!!!

i smile! i really do!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

ok. I need to sort all these out. It'll b amg my top priorities for e hols. nono i meant study break. 'Hols dun exist anymore'- as said by mr chung. Hahakz what a ride

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

tadaa!

happy birthday sis!

(even though ure still to young to know wat a blog is & even though u wld have no idea tt ur pic is up over here)

ohh... and amabel flew to china today!!!!!!

kaka i dunno whether i should be happy/sad nia.

gd pt: no 1 bugging me apart frm amberly

bad pt: no 1 else bugging me apart frm amberly

sheesh

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

ooo its raining

the different ways God uses to speak to me really amazes me.
sometimes i forget how my God is a God of wonders.
creative too.
how i ought to be stoned for ever limiting Him!

i see this period as one of rest & restoration.
and apparently, it was much needed too.
its like how the rain is needed to cool the earth.
at the same time, He opened my eyes (or rather, reminded me sharply) of the various people He has placed in my life.
close ones to talk things out with,
listeners,
ppl who are genuine.
i dun open up easily so thank God for them :)

muhaha it took awhile but im back, and im breathing easy.
phew!

we won't break, we won't die
its just a moment of change..
nananaaaaa