Friday, January 02, 2009
thank you, all who spent time with me on the 31st. thank you, present-givers, for the thought, sincerity, and effort put into choosing/creating a gift. thank you, well wishers, for remembering! thank you, those who took great care to surprise me. thank you, those who intended to surprise me, but failed due to "unforeseen circumstances" (haha trackers!). and yes team 2, even if ur act didnt bring on the waterworks this time round, fret not, i still appreciate u guys lots! thank you, sixers, for "appearing outta thin air" when i thought i was only going on a dinner date for 2.
im glad we began 2009 together, and i value the time spent with you guys VERY much :)
thank God, and thank God for youS, for letting me enjoy such an unexpectedly sweet 18th :)
what a sophisticated concoction of emotions.
problems dont disappear upon the coming of a new year. i dont see a new beginning. i see only a platform for growth.
because much as i try, i still find myself caught in this battle of emotions. (the cards im dealt? my response? my composure? my sanity??) much as it may be utterly unfair, im still bound by the law, indebted to the One. Laws which, even now, i still believe, are meant to protect me, keep me safe, teach me how to cope with those ugly cards in my hands.
yet such is the case, where ure denied even the will of protesting in silence, where ure denying ure natural instinct to rebel, where all you can do, is to just BE silent. should there even be a protest in the 1st place? afterall, He sees the heart. my heart.
in a maze, you cant cheat by scaling the walls. what then, do you do, when u hit dead ends? because in time, u'll tire from looking for another way out. what will your exasperation drive you to do? what will MY exasperation drive me to do?
Love unconditional - how profound.
thank God, because 2009 will be a year of growth
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