Saturday, November 29, 2008
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ouch?
im thinking abt the who, the whens, the whys, and 1 corinthians 13:5.
ive yet to rationalise it, and this is major stink.
i realise i may never ever come to a conclusion.
and i question myself alot, wondering if i'll ever be fine with that, sometimes even wondering, if God's love is sufficient to last.
and yeah. i believe it to be so. i trust that He will not fail, and i don't need top-ups from people.
if that's the way it's gonna be, im fine by it, heartbreaking it may be, because i know exactly who would be there to catch me when i fall. perhaps it was too much to have hoped tt you would have been there too.
stupid to have hoped that you would bother to provide additional support. stupid.
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