Tuesday, September 16, 2008
you know ur sch isnt faring well in econs when..
your principal takes over your econs lecture.
... *insert haha here*..
everyone's very tired.
its not as if i dun sleep! oh i sleep. fairly early too. so i concluded that the tiredness isnt physical, but mental.
loser-mentality --> is when you wonder why you bother trying, only to fail again. and again.
i would be lying if i said that such thoughts never crossed my mind before.
im no genius. its a common misperception that anyone who gets into jc is smart. brilliant. the leaders of tmr.
im just an average student, doing her best to stay alive.
sure its easy to say stuff like "why you so worried about ur As?! national exams quite easy..yadah yadah" when you're from one of the top 5 jcs. but here at the bottom, its an entirely different landscape man. while they're worrying abt which uni they'll get into, we're worrying abt whether or not we'd even be admitted into 1. some are already formulating backup plans.
it takes a huge amount of faith and effort, for someone so average, to believe in achieving something so extraordinary, and so seemingly out of reach.
2 more weeks. 2 MORE WEEKS UH!!!
GGGAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
TTTTAAAAHHHAAAANNNNN
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