Monday, May 12, 2008
not every qn requires an answer.
yups. thats what i learnt.
how much u cry, kick, beg, etc etc, oso no use.
if He chooses not to tell you, He will not. maybe He felt that u didnt nd to know, coz it wasnt significant.
and when He didnt answer, i became afraid.
yes, afraid.
i even slept afraid! afraid that He'd chosen to hide his face. i couldnt bear to know that.
but of cos, considering how good He is, He woke me up n flooded me with many many many verses. that instantly erased all fear.
ok. abstract post aside.
honestly, im feeling rather desperate.
why? the dreaded word ------ SCHOOL
im at my wits end. the grades are just STUCK there no matter what i do man!
gahhhh
*tears hair out*
how do you define intelligence? are you considered "smart" and worthy of employment ONLY if you get manage to obtain some degree?
"success in life is a matter not so much of talent/opportunity as of concentration & perseverance."
its times like this that really make me wanna just forget abt mugging n dreaming to be an orang asli with sotong chang.
but im still clinging on to hope (no matter how slight).
and im especially encouraged by last sat's testimonies & sermon.
they seemed tailor-made!
what perfect timing too :)
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