Tuesday, July 10, 2007
it hurts
when u see someone u consider a fren, a sister in Christ doing such stuff,
when she slowly evolves into a monster you've nvr known,
letting hate devour her soul.
when she becomes ashamed of HIM,
when everyone sees only wat shes been doing wrong,
when you try to help, but ur efforts are seen as nth but a nuisance
it hurts doesnt it?
when you witness the changes in her, right in front of your eyes,
and all your prayers go unanswered.
even if you know it will come to pass in His time,
nevertheless, it hurts
you feel helpless
why is she lying? cursing? pretending?
is she drifting away frm hu i tot she was, or has she been like tis all e while?
it hurts also,
when someone u regard as one of ur closest friends starts to drift further n further frm you.
wat happened to the friendship forged?
and you begin questioning yourself,
was it forgotten? were you forgotten? or were you too naive to believe all that?
hav u been left a mere acquaintance, or had you been a substitute all along yet never knew it?
even as you nvr told anyone all these probs ure facing?
wont you feel even a slightest pinch, when even more probs are added on?
no, u cant tell anyone cos you're not ready
no, because it doesnt feel safe to do so anymore
dun treat me like im stupid, cos im not
dun think im clueless, cos im not
dun think u know me well enuf, cos u definately dun
pls, pls dun do wat i think ure gonna do
it'll juz worsen everything
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