Sunday, June 17, 2007
had alot of stuff on my mind today...
even while walking home, my mind was somewhere else
i even went to e wrong house
so lets not talk abt today
z3 auditions was on friday
simply amazed at how God enabled me
it all started somewhere last december
had a sudden urge to join z3 even tho i normally wun even dare dream abt doing ath tt requires me to go on stage
so of cos, i pushed tt thought away...
tts when 2 ppl told me e church shld hav a female vocalist,
3 ppl told me tt slow obedience = disobedience,
but i still din care
hahakz like hil, "is tt you?" was always on my mind
prayed n prayed..n e nxt day at SNL, tis huge ad for z3 came up
so yanni pulled me to grab a form
friday came...
i was still suffering frm tis terrble cough which made me think i was suffering frm TB / pneumonia
n i wasnt due to be released frm sch until 5pm ( super rushed for auditions)
thk God my pw grp finished our stuff by 1pm n i was able to go home n relax 4 awhile 1st
while practicing b4 e audition, my voice was so croaky n hoarse frm all e coughing
kept zhao xia-ing also, so i got super worried
furthermore, theres a song in e list tt was outta my range at tt time
HOHOHO thk God i din kena tt song
n thk God i din screw up that many times
so...wateva e results will b, its all up to Him
sometimes ppl r juz like clouds
we clump tgt / isolate ourselves
when e wind blows, we move along
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