was looking at some of my prev posts..n wow im amazed at how much ive changed all i ever blogged abt in e past was based on 1 single emotion - anger its all so immature
i din place God in my life at all gg to church was juz a habit a hypocrite i say im a christian, but my heart questions how did things turn tt way then?
i couldnt hear Him, i couldnt feel Him i wanted out, but i juz couldnt break free frm tt maze lost, uncertain, my heart longing for more than wat i was gg thru then blaming cursing crying in e darkness
im so glad things hav turned around like a lost sheep finally returned to its pen im so glad ive returned to Him
life without Jesus was like hell on earth i dun wanna ever let go of His hands ever again in e end, i wanna b able to b wiv Him in His kingdom in e place tt He meant for me
